You<3

I should have known that nothing lasts forever

2007-10-27T14:25:00.000+08:00

Gooooodbye.

Love, Emma.

You were worth my heart going the hundred thousand miles

2007-10-26T18:55:00.000+08:00

VIRGO - The one that waits. Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.

Sometimes it's scary how true horoscopes can be. :O (This is from a different chain email.)

& I'm not putting the other horoscopes just because I'm lazy. Lol.

I'm LiveJournal-ing about OBS now. If it all goes nicely, I might move there for good alr. (:

Lets see how that post goes then. :D

Words fail me

2007-10-26T17:25:00.000+08:00

There's this feeling stuck deep inside me. I really want to get it out oh so badly. It's slowly strangling me and it's been starting to manipulate me. I..... don't know. I just want to talk to someone. But I've told around 10 people I really do trust I need to talk to them & all. But each time nth seems to be the right words to say. I can't seem to phrase what I want to say out properly. It's agonizing really I promise. This feeling sucks. Like you don't have anyone to talk to. Even if you know you DO have people to talk to, it just... doesn't seem to come out. Esp the way you want it to be delivered by your own self. Ugh. I don't even know how to phrase this. =.=

But I shouldn't be feeling this way. It's my own effing fault. I feel like slapping myself. :(

OBS has been generally awesome. These few days have been full of emotional rushes every now and then. Gee. I cried/nearly cried like a dozen times. I could really see the council bonding. That was really heartwarming & touching. It's purpose was indeed achieved. But yet can we all agree with it entirely? As far as I'm concerned, we might have bonded really really really well. But it's also in such a way that the 2 watches are now split into somewhat two different cliques already. I mean, forgive me if you don't agree. But it's my personal opinion. Honestly speaking how is this supposed to bond the entire council together? Let me think.

But that isn't the only thing that's weighing on my head. That's only one of the little links. There's so much I don't know where to even begin & I think I won't start. I really don't know who I should talk to really. Because I can think of some people. But how many people will understand me? None. Well. I think so.

Ugh. Whatever. I need to sort out my feelings and be alone. :/

On happier notes,
OBS was awesome. Lets also celebrate me still being alive in one piece!
Today's Bryan's birthday. Happy happy happy happy happy birthday! :)
I got my 8000th visitor this week while at OBS.
Promoted to Sec 4 Express!

Okay I really cannot continue. I'm really really really !@#$%^ messed up now luh.

& I should be moving to LiveJournal alr. I rmb saying I'll move after OBS is all over.

So kiss me & smile for me, tell me that you'll wait for me

2007-10-21T22:35:00.000+08:00

So like the whole day I got pissed pissed pissed and more pissed. =.= Which I cant even rmb what about.

Oh but sth made me LOL today.
Someone: Eh _______ told me he likes you leh.
Me: .......... LOLLLLL. Please, he see me how many times before only la. =.=
Someone: Really! At first he dont want to tell me, but later he finally say "Ya I really like her."
Ya & she said more, I cant remember what.

o.O

You know people usually say "I cut myself because I got emo"?
Mine's "I got emo because I cut my nails" :(
& I'm not kidding!!

Finally finished packing for OBS.
I'm really hoping I didnt forget anything. :(
I'm kinda... apprehensive. :O

So from this post on, it's a HIATUS.
Cos of OBS.
Wish me luck. :D
Remember to miss me okay?!
I'll be back on twentysixthoctober. :D

Toodles darlings and God bless. <3

Just sweet beginnings & bitter endings

2007-10-20T17:25:00.000+08:00

Was supposed to buy necesseties (?!) for OBS but didnt cos v lazy. Hahaha. Ended up sleeping w my contacts on. o.o (I practically had to force the lense out of my left eye.) Anyway, some potential buyers of my house came making me wake up. :( Might be selling the house at 1.3 million if they agree. Zomg. I dunno whether to hope they agree or not, really. :(

I wanna watch Armaggadon (?!) leh! That day I only got to watch like 45 mins. :( I dont care how many critics said it sucks, many others said it was good also anyway. Besides I dont care how many laws of physics were broken in that movie, at least I can hope someone's physics is worse than mine.

Havent packed for OBS, which I'm scared of. :( & I dont wanna cut my long-naturally-looks-French-manicured nails. Last episode of The Last Breakthrough tonight! :(

[Edit]
There's this gathering for PLW residents thing. I think it's so lame. I refuse to go down. =.= I mean like wth from my window I can count around 29 people. I can only recognise like, 1 person (But maybe my eyes are hurting so much from forcing the contacts out that vision's getting blurry.) and that person's......
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My mother.

But I think she just wants to eat. (That's the only reason why I'll go down half an hour before the thing ends also hahahahaha.) But I see all the buffet trays but they seem pretty empty. Cheapo. Get the damned buffet started!! (If the food's not good the MP can go kiss my ass.) (She's the GOH & my estate's MP and I've never even heard of her before, wow. =.=)
[/Edit]

Sometimes I think I really hate my dad. =.=

2007-10-20T10:30:00.000+08:00

I havent been posting for the past few days, amazing much? :O 2 nights ago my computer was officially announced dead by me and the laptop was stuck w mum. Last night I was just crazily tired lah.

Thursday.
HANDBALL! :D
Gee, it's fun. I didnt expect myself to learn the game so quickly. I'm not being bhb here, I'm saying it's really easy. Anyway, I didnt be hua ping this year. I actually played. We got 3rd! :D I got freaking pissed cos of many stuff. Before and during the game. After the game I was okay alr. Ahhh, we felt that our class was really bonded that day. Hahaha. The jubilation of the 9 who played was... amazing. :D Amidst our cheers and jumps for joy, I stood there thanking God profusely. So what if we didnt get top 2?

Mr Bakar thinks I'm suicidal. =.= Financial talk was damn boring, an angmoh guy talking to himself only. Gaaah. Waited for Ms Lee for forever, checked out the field for telematch, talk talk talk, THEN FINALLY HOMEEE. :D I cant really remember what happened that day. o.o

Butt today's the last time I'll get to bus home w you. :( All the times you've 22-ed w me were hell lots of fun. :) Whether it's crapping, whether it's going over to your house, whether it's emo prep talks, whether it's bitching or gossiping, or just another day's bus ride home. :) I'll remember silly occasions like the time you tried to be a PI w Bao and failed badly. :) I read my archives and alot of memories on those bus rides together came back. I realise it's practically bus rides that bonded us to be so close. I'll miss bus rides home w you. :(

Friday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIANE. :D
Inter-UG Telematch cum Campfire daaay.
Gosh. Finally it's over. :)

Day started early & ended late. Everything was delayed because of the rain. Ms Lee was visibly pissed w us for being slow. But it wasnt exactly our fault either. =.= In turn I got pissed at everything too. (Realise these few days everything has been pissing me off. I was telling this to Zhiyin and she said my period must be coming alr. I said it's alr over, then she said my body must have slow reaction in PMSing or sth. -.-) But I shall not list what I got pissed at here, later people strangle me. -.- Shuwen was obviously pissed too. Taking the scores, bonus & penalty drove me crazy. Making sure the stations were in line was impossible too. Vanessa: "Who takes 11 minutes to tie feet?!?!?! We took like what, 2 minutes when we tried the games out?"

But it wasnt a total washout either. I'm sure some people had their fun. :) Some games were pretty entertaining especially for the game masters. Especially so for the last game lah. Jonathan Ang just threw the whole box of glitter on his group's model's face. Many other things as well. I couldnt stop laughing at that game. I think the other game masters had fun supervising the other groups too. Oh oh oh, how could I forget, they had to roll on the floor in the mud. :O Gee. But despite complaining like free they went berserk after that, having mud baths. Damn fun right? :) Ha!

I like the committee getting to wear red shirts thing. :D Hanging all the barang barang on our neck and holding clipboards was cool as well. Okay, maybe Shuwen & me have issues for being happy over such little things. But we've always been that way havent we. ;) But we had to do so much sai gang I wonder if it's worth being in the committee sometimes can. =.=

Dinner was..... haha. -.- Anyway, Aliff wanted to give me like I-dunno-how-much-rice cos he said I need to eat more, and I stared at him like he was crazy.

Campfire was quite sian actually? But I'm proud of my girls they did their skit beautifully well. I hope all of you are reading this: You all really did me proud that night. :) Our week's practice wasnt wasted. I'm glad you all got the gist of it all and remembered almost all of your lines. Despite the minor forgetting of lines you all impromtu-ed sth really well. Sorry if I seemed like I expected alot during rehearsals, and if my fretting before the skit made it seem like I didnt have faith in you all. Cos I did and I'm glad I chose the right girls there. Ms Gan said it was really good! Gasp. :O We got Most Profound in the end. It's so lame. That kind of No-one's-better-than-the-other-but-everyone's-a-winner thing. Gosh. =.=

Left before vesper. Mum sent Shuwen home, then we went supper. Was really hungry didnt eat much that day. Then a nice warm shower before blog-hopping then snoozing. :D

Saturday.
I guess I'll need to start packing for OBS today. :X But for now, time for breakfast first. :D Goodbye!

Disheartened

2007-10-17T20:00:00.000+08:00

Sigh. So many people cried these 2 days. Please dont cry. It's been one after another. I dont mind comforting/encouraging people but when my friends are so sad I feel at a loss. :( Sigh. Come on people! You wont retain! Jiayou. :) There's no use crying over spilt milk. It's alright, overall will pull you up. :) Dont cry, everyone. Anything, come find me la. I think my results will be v encouraging..... as in it makes you all feel clever. -.-

Alright. So overall I failed 3 subjects again. The same 3. :( I COULD HAVE PASSED EMATH I COULD. 17 marks careless in total for both papers. It wasnt failing that made me sad... it was my sheer stupidity. Gah. :( If I'm not wrong, ABCCCDFF.

Crap. Typing it out like that makes me sad. I didnt realise it was so bad. If I'm not wrong it's like that lah... Sigh. My L1R5 remains stagnant, that huge double digit. Gosh. I'm sad now... :( I NEED A NEW BRAIN. But it's alright... I stay by what I said in the first paragraph. :D Dont be sad! :) Argh. I hope they dont give class/level positions. Mine will be terrible la. Today we were talking and we were like, lower sec never even see underline in report slip before lor!!!!! -.-

GM was SLEEPY. -.- I finally got to doing Statistics again. I was forced to rather. But anyway I like doing many days in one shot. I do faster that way. Hohoho. Aliff says that I rock cos I do it fasttt. But of course, it's me. :D Monopoly during Chemistry. The bank was kinda bankrupt. -.- No small notes!! -.- -.- -.- I was so pissed being banker luh. Keep oweing people their money. -.- Rarrr! We watched Ice Age during Chinese... well a little bit. More like making noise actually. :/ Skit rehearsal again. This time we didnt accomplish much luh. But the chit-chat session after that was crazy fun luh. :D

Okay time to edit the script again. -.- Goodbye. I MUST REMEMBER TO SAVE IT THIS TIME.

I CANT WAIT TILL TELEMATCH IS OVER

2007-10-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

You know that feeling, you spent an hour on something, and it just.....

Disapparates into nothingness?

Gosh. The damned skit. IT WASNT SAVED. Yes it was a mistake on my part. I'm really sorry. :( Sighhhhh..... All that work down the drain already. I cant even remember what I added in. The final script was twice the length of the current one can. Imagine the work.

& I skipped dinner for this.

Gone. Zero zip nada nil NOTHING.

So I got extremely discouraged & I broke down. Rang up Butt and Baohui. They cheered me up tremendously & I stopped crying & started laughing. :) Baohui even said it was alright, and she could help me to do it with the girls tmr. Awww, so sweet. Both of them. I am touched. Very. :) But I feel so guilty. It was my responsibility afterall. I'm sorry girls. You have sucha incompetent I/C. Someone spell discouraged for me. :(

Okay time for cold dinner. Before I start work again..... I hope I brace up by then. Sigh. Terrible headache now. :/ & I'm superly tired. I'm like pushed this close to breaking point. Zomg not again. -.- I really dont wanna redo everything, not all over again.....

[Edit]
Oh. My. God.
After I came back upstairs from dinner, I walked past korkor's room.
Well, it's just opposite mine.
Okay so anyway, I realised I could try asking him.
& I have always said, I have the world's most awesome brother ever. :D
So he spent like around 20 mins helping me out,
& HE RECOVERED THE FILE IN THE END.
He already gave up @ first,
But he suddenly thought of sth at the last moment.
Like just as I was gonna redo everything.
All the praying while he was searching the folders didnt come to naught. :D
Ah I promise I'm really relieved now. :)
I love love love love love my brother! :D

Final tweaking of the script,
& I can finally go sleep. :D
It'll probably be midnight before I can dive into bed though, sigh.
I hope that all my crapping works.
If the whole script isnt used I'll... freak.

Have I mentioned how much I love my brother yet? (:
[/Edit]

Results. :/

2007-10-16T18:45:00.000+08:00

I promise I am damn pek chek now. Gosh. Everything is pissing me off. _|_ I feel like stuffing middle fingers into a million people's asses now. Well. Not literally, duh.

But it has nth to do with results. I'm generally okay. Prepared for it. Plus they werent as bad as I thought.
English. P2: 30+/50. Hahaha dont wanna say so much la.
English. Oral: Worse than chinese. -.- But 30+/40.
Emath. P1: I almost passed. Ya I fricking failed again. 6 marks careless. I would have passed w the 6 marks. With remaining marks.
Amath: Really close to single digit. Sheesh. Overall was even more cmi. -.- -.- -.-
Chinese: :D I'm sorry I'm gonna boast about this. Cos it's the only one I'm happy with. Okay alot of papers so just overall which was..... 83%. :D First in class. But wtf Yuan pissed me off too. She suan me like free. -.- Say I was just lucky. I mean like thanks a lot la. Where got teacher say student lucky one. -.-
Chemistry: LOL. I passed la. But it's still cmi la. -.- -.- -.- 50+/100. :/
Physics: LOLLL! I THINK I GOT LAST IN CLASS. I'm not even going to mention it. But on the plus side, only 11 people in 3G passed la.
ELit: Damn disappointing la. :( At least I passed though. But not well enough, sian.
SS: Hahaha passed too. Just. -.- Not exactly but still, just.

Yeah that's all.

After school was skit rehearsal. I was really tired esp towards the end. Ugh. I guess I was trying my best not to lose morale alr. :/ But I'm really thankful for the help people pitched in. :) They keep me encouraged too. Ugh I feel like a complete failure sometimes.

Alright. Time to plop myself in front of Microsoft Word now. Major editing to the script. Gee. My brain cells probably arent functioning anymore. :/ Sigh it's going to be a long day again tmr. Time seemed to pass really slowly today. Esp in the afternoon luh. The sky is so dark now, I think it's cool. Scary, but cool.

Got drenched in the rain. :(

2007-10-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

Series of Unfortunate Events, I dont understand practically the whole show cos I missed half of it.

Script for the telematch campfire competition shit. I think it was.......... okay. :/ We put in quite alot of effort okay please dont criticise it, we alr tried our best. :( Thank you Szeern for pitching in to help. :D I cant really remember any "highlights" of that part of the day. Jalan around Tampines with Szeern. :)

Near-2-hour chitchat with Baohui @ home. It's been long since we did that.

Last 3 days of school! I am currently at not-looking-forward-to-OBS mode alr. Zomg. :( Papers tmr, note to self, bring LOTS of tissue paper. -.- (Of course though I'm hoping that I wont be crying in sadness.)

Okay need to type out script now. Goodbye. I hope tmr's rehearsal will turn out fine. Gee I hate being in charge for this kinda dumb things laaa.

Sonatine

2007-10-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

Today's Pizza Hut pizza was totally sub-standard. But Pizza Hut still serves the best pizzas. :)

I realise I love o2jam cos I love playing the notes and listening to the music. The notes make me feel as though I'm playing music, even though you dont need any know-how to play it at all. It makes me feel happy. :D Cos I know I can never play a piano no matter how hard I try. -.- I think music is awesome though I have no talent in this area at all.

I'm watching The Last Breakthrough. Recorded from this evening's episode. I have this thing for HK medical shows. I dunno why. :/ But they always have such nice love stories and they look so professional. I think doctors look so professional, as in those in huge hospitals. :D That's so cool.

Need to write the damned Telematch script w Jolene tmr. Brainstormmm! :( Gosh. This is tough.

Had many things to blog just now. But I cant recall anything. Gee and this post is getting lame. But I had alot to say just now that's why! >:(

LiveJournal-ed post today

2007-10-14T11:30:00.000+08:00

I'll move there officially soon. :)

In the meanwhile, o2jam has been pissing me off since last night. :/ Lag like free like that. Gosh. My playing has been totally off par. It's worse than before, which is bad, seeing how lousy I play. Sheesh. It's not just the effing up my max combo either. It's screwing up the entire song too. The melodies totally clash and gosh it's so annoying luh. I can't concentrate on either the background music or the notes. Bahhh. I am considering another o2jam hiatus again. Until it stops being such a bitch.

On a plus note (No pun intended) though, S+ on Sonatine on the second try! & Normal for that song is damn fun. Though I cant play it yet hahaha. Tried it once. The new skins are making me happy too. They're so pretty. :D

Dreams

2007-10-13T08:40:00.000+08:00

Then I see you smile and I go
Oh oh oh
Yesterday my life was duller
Now everything's technicolor

These 2 days I've been dreaming of the people closest to me/mean the most to me.
2 nights ago it was like bits & snippets of a school film production,
Of spending time with my best friends. :)
But I got woken up right when someone came into the dream,
Gee, bloody hell.
Last night I dreamt of History class.
Just that some classmates were different and the sitting arrangements were different.
I dreamt that I couldnt interpret how Ms Tan marked my paper.
& I dunno why, I went to Pizza Hut with Shuwen during recess.
& Basia Minyi Diane just left. -.-
Then they wanted to give us a free meal by stuffing pizza into drawers under the table LOLLL!
We went back to class really late.

Zomg how retarded.

Anyway y'know what, I woke up at 7am this morning. -.-
But I slept at 9+ last night.
I think I'll still be tired but I dunno why I cant sleep.

o2jaaam! :D I'm happy cos I finally got S for Canon and Amadeus, perfecto. :D

"You look really pretty today."

2007-10-12T17:00:00.000+08:00

Grad ceremony was... sian.
But I got another chance to haolian my hot blazer. :)
(Hot = both stuffy and hawwwt.)
Did ground ushering and general food serving.
Felicia was suaning people like free liddat.
I cannot believe I pinned up all my fringe either.
But Exco kept asking me to luh.
So since I'm in my smart & cool blazer (Yaya bhb hahaha.)
I decided to look smarter.
(Not brainer that smarter zzz.)
Food was okay. Or maybe I was just really hungry. :X
Slacked awhile, then mummy picked me up.
PMSed her a little, oops. :X
These few days I've been really tired.
:( Until I havent talked alooooot.

10/11 Oct pictures

2007-10-12T16:30:00.000+08:00

Shades. :D

Nuer. :D

tWiiNiiEx. :D

Taitais? :D

Wanted to post all 3 versions of this I had. But decided that would be v redundant.

Shuwen!

My hair is so curly. :(

Candid.

I think this picture is really pretty. :D

Blowing bubbles in the background.

Gee. Silhouettes. :) Shuwen Basia me and Viki.

Sitting on the rock by the sea.

That's Kirby's hand.

BBQ pit table.

Legs.

Diane. :D

Glorianne.

Uglyyy. :(
(This is the 6th picture I koped from Diane in this post, the rest I'm lazy to upload. Time for o2jam! :D)

Diane is super fun to feed okay! (That's my hand feeding her.) I love Diane. :D Shuwen said I will be a good mum next time. HAHAHA.

I promise I got all that by luck. :) Obviously became President the next round luh!

Tonning.

My hair died the whole day, ew.

Smile without teeth.

We all took our pictures by ourselves. I look v ugly but nvm luh. :(

I was doing some stupid face so yeah. But that makes me look like Hitler! As in the X looks like Hitler's moustache. -.-

Straws.

Dont take meee!

With Fahmi's picture this time.

That's Basia's finger.

It was so empty, gee. :)

Pictures another day...

2007-10-11T21:00:00.000+08:00

Gee. You dont know how drained I am now. :( I am currenly running on energy probably only from food. Taken barely any sleep and I promise I am falling asleep at any possible napping moments now. :/ But how I have the energy to come online, idk.

Freaking meeting lasted for over 3 hours. I could die. Committee had to play all the games, which we're not allowed to talk about as yet though. Then it was talk talk talk talk talk. Zomg. I must have looked half-dead. Cos Ms Gan and Ms Lee kept saying I was about to fall asleep already. -.- I think Shuwen was worse. :P HAHAHA!

Anyway, my bed is calling my name. I need to wake up early tmr. :( :( :( Grad ceremony rawr! I am gonna get as much sleep as I can now, goodnight! :)

Irony, 1 group of outcasts

2007-10-11T09:30:00.000+08:00

- Went for my girlfriends, stayed for them too. (Only. No other reason.)
- Basia's new lame but addictive card game. My reflexes are getting faster.
- 1 hotdog and 2 marshmellows.

- Finally decided to ton the night outside. :)
- Macs.
- Basia! Fahmi! Fiona! Xinying! Deanna!
- Bitching,
- Getting sick of Macs advertisements,
- Crapping,
- Fiona jacking Fahmi,
- ... I cant remember what else we did,
- I mean, 5 hours of nonsense there! :/
- Yay I will not lai ang during OBS. :)
- But wtf why must in the middle of the night suddenly la. -.-
- Walked over to the beach.
- Slept for 15 minutes there. (Fine, not tonning much alr. Damn tired ok!)
- Couldnt see the freaking sunrise. :( :( :( :( :(
- Macs for breakfast.
- Screaming at the damned advertisements.
- Sums it up to quite a fair bit of fun. <3

1) "I dont know what's idk!"
Fiona: "What the fuck is wtf?"
... kay I dont remember anything else alr. :/
V tired luh. :(
Goodnight. :)
Telematch committee meeting at 1430.
... Effing lazy leh. -.-

Edit:
Zomg I am freaking sleepy I could faint. :( Damn tired can?! I had to force myself to wake up. Ugh. I realise I wore my contacts for 21 hours ytd alr. I dont want bloodshot eyes. :/ Wah might as well wear until now. Now need to wear agaaaain. -.- LAZY LAZY LAZY! Damned telematch committee meeting luh make me cannot go lala-land. -.- I HOPE I DONT FALL ASLEEP MS GAN WILL SKIN ME ALIVE. Oh shit I'm going to be late BYE!!!!!

Crisis!

2007-10-10T00:55:00.000+08:00

Shit.

Okay. Talked to Basia & Shuwen on the phone for 2 hours plus. There were so many momentarily lapses of silences. o.o Cos the lines kept getting cut off for just a few seconds. Ugh.

& I still dont know what to do tomorrow. :(

iie llurbbs miie mummiie w0rx ! :D

2007-10-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

Holla! Just came home from shopping with mummy. :)
Met her @ Tangs. Only she shopped! I didnt see anything suitable for me. So she bought clothes for the Fullerton wedding. Saw evening gowns. Prettttty. :) But too formal. She spent $136 in total.
Walked to Wisma. Ate teppanyaki there. She kept giving me the scallops and steak! Then eat the beansprouts cos I dont like. Wapiang I feel so bad. :( :( :(
Then went homeee. Didnt take cab cos lazy to wait. I hate taking busy public transport luh. Singaporeans are trained in going "TSK" when people hit them accidentally luh. I mean like, c'mon man. It's so bloody full there's barely breathing space. It's inevitable right. Dont take public transport at busy hours if you're so... annoyed by such stuff. GRRR.
I say imma nice person. People hit me A-C-C-I-D-E-N-T-A-L-L-Y I just smile and say that it's okay.

I finally know how to work the self-timer. :D

Sorry. I am such a camwhore. LOLLL. Anyway, whilst being bored, I went to measure the length of the skirt I'm wearing. As in the brown one in the pics. It's 21cm and it's the same length as my foot. LOL. I do stupid things when I'm bored silly.

When mummy was taking measurements for alteration.

After her shopping.

Solitude

2007-10-09T11:50:00.000+08:00

Wow. Ytd I was smsing a few people. Then fell asleep. I woke up at 7.20am this morning. :O
It's a holiday and I'm up so early. Okaaay! :/
I wonder if anyone else woke up so early today. :O
('Cept those with school luh!)
I should have gone jogging. >:(

Should I move to LiveJournal? :D

Secret was awesome. :D
Thanks Paulvin, for the link! :)
Okay now nth to entertain me again. >:(

End of end of years! :D

2007-10-08T17:40:00.000+08:00

To those who still have papers, JIAYOU! :)
Went around wishing those who have second papers today luck and they all thought Ern & me purposely go disiao them. :/ I'm that mean one meh?!
On the whole I think I did badly. :( Today's Amath was complete shit. I'm going to get damn low lah. Hopefully not a single digit. :(

Corny pickup line! Aliff: "The stars are shining so beautifully today. Oh, there are no stars out now. It's just you." But please dont take it any other way. He was just trying to persuade me to go back to school just to do Statistics luh. -.-

Balls of Fury is not too bad. :) I thought it'll be boring. But it's alright. 3.5/5 I suppose? :) Hahaha. Brunched with Ern & Jas & Fahmi. Then Fahmi left and the girls went to watch movie. Remember! You suck if you're nervous. Awww too bad I caught the show after the exams. I think that would be helpful advice. I always freak out before the papers. Must be a contributing factor to why it sucks so badly luh!

I need shopping. D: I realise I've been super deprived of shopping these days. Until I feel like just buying ANYTHING & EVERYTHING. Anyway, I think I'm v free now. -.- I'm currently entertaining myself by reading articles of China history on Wikipedia. (Obviously not cover to cover. These articles are damn long?!) I think I'm officially nuts, but I think it's cool! :D

What if Ms Gan lectures me cos I didnt tell her my new number! Which is like more than 1 year old. =.= Aiya dont care. I'll just say "Sorry Ms Gan, I will remember next time. :)" Anyway I dont think she'll lecture lah. She's probably sick of lecturing us alr... :X Oh, anyhoos, SHIT. Jolene & me are in charge of planning and writing the Inter-UG Campfire GB item competition skit script. Omg I wish I could do sth else. :( I cant write scripts for my life. Essays are one thing, scripts are another. Essays I can pretend to sound chim. But I cant pretend to be entertaining and funny for damned scripts. :(

Yay new blogskin. :)

2007-10-07T17:15:00.000+08:00

This morning was a good one I say. Woke up at around 7am. Walked to Serangoon Stadium, jogged 5 rounds, walked to some coffeeshop to have breakfast, walked back home. Changed my blogskin cos the previous one was superly common. :/ Spongebob! :) Then soaked in the bathtub and had a long talk with God. Lunched, then napped. Going to study Amath now. Bye! Sorry this post is even more boring than usual, hahaha. :D

I love my Ying Fang. :)

2007-10-06T18:45:00.000+08:00

Hello! I wanna say, do you have a bestie as awesome as mine?! :D
Ying Fang's such a dear. She taught me Amath for over 2 hours. :)
Honestly it seemed longer actually. Gosh I am such a - to quote Diane - Amath loser. :(
& I'm free to ask her tmr as well. :D
Love you bestfriend. :)

I hope what I've learnt today stays in.
She made Amath seem so easy luh!
But to me - Amath is still one big...

?

Big big big big big, question mark.

Dah we havent caught up! :(
Tmr/after exams! :D:D:D:D:D
Hahahahaha what you said today when sending me home was. :D

Stupid dreams hardcoreee

2007-10-06T12:20:00.000+08:00

I had almost 12 hours of sleep ytd. :D
Everyone was having weird dreams last night. :O
1) I got my Red Day. But. It's so weird. Suddenly dream of stupid things like that. Anyway in reality I'm Red Day free. Hahahahaha. (Yay.)
2) JAPANESE WERE ABOUT TO BOMB SINGAPORE AGAIN. That was da bomb yo. (No pun intended.) But it seemed so real and in that dream I was really scared. I woke up with my heart racing. Oh oh oh. And we were about to migrate to Australia. -.- With NOTHING from our house. :/ Cos there wasnt time to pack up. Only could bring things we really need/want to bring in little bags. I was really sad cos I dont wanna leave all my friends and all my stuff here. Then ma said "If the Japanese dont bomb here then you'll still have everything when we come back. Plus you'll be the owner of this house." Wapiang I woke up and I went: LMAO. Just before I woke up I was looking for my pig & bottle of paper hearts. Told mummy about the dream ('cept for the last part) and she said I study History too hard. Hahaha. :D

Hahahahaha. Thank heavens dreams aint reality. -.- Basia had silly dreams too. :D Szeern woke up with a gasp too. She was scolding the whole council really badly in front of all the teacher advisors. LOL. What a dream. :/ Talking about council, I dont wanna go for grad ceremony. =.= 3 reasons: 1) Damn lazy can. 2) I went last year alr la and 3) Wa piang why like no one I know going one. =.=

Going over to Bestie's for Amath 'tuition' from her after she comes home. :D & OMG MY BROTHER'S COMPUTER IS DAMN CHIO. :O Finally get to use sth nice & fast. By the way, my computer has probably officially died alr. It hangs every 30 mins at most. :/ I had to restart my computer around a dozen times ytd, ugh. Excellent. When the exams are almost over alr. =.=

Over the rainbow

2007-10-05T12:55:00.000+08:00

I am such a good girl esp today. :)
Paper ends at 10am, councillors have to meet Mr Bakar, and I go home like, straight after that?!
:O To think I only have 1 paper left and it's the weekend tmr.

The math paper was..... okay.
Couldnt focus at all la. :( :( :(
I dont think I'll fail but I wont do well.
& I THINK EVERYONE'S GONNA DO WELL EXCEPT ME THIS IS SO DEPRESSING.
Actually I couldnt exactly do almost half the paper la. -.-
Eventually had 14 marks worth of questions undone. :/
Mr Tay is damn funny...... at times.
"You all must STRATEGIZE now!!!!!" (Repeats it like three times.)
"But dont include half an hour for sleeping like that confirm die."
"You all cannot just do do do do do later 5 more minutes still only at question 19."
"When I was in University I would finish my 2 hour paper in 1 hour. Then for 10 minutes I look around and laugh at people who havent finished their paper yet. Then I check my paper."
& HE WAS COUNTING DOWN THE TIME WE HAD LEFT WTH DAMN STRESSED.
1h 25 mins into the paper LTC tells us "You all have 5 more minutes left." and everyone screams. There was 35 minutes left la wth. -.-
Szeern and me look at each other and roll eyes.
5 minutes into the paper Mr Tay tells us the number of seconds we have left for practically each minute.
Szeern and me look at each other and roll eyes. Again.
Cant remember what else happened.

My computer is lagging like crazy now. :(
My primary hard disk died. :/
But I finally got it started after restarting the damned machine for the millionth time.

There's more on Youtube but I'm not going to post them luh. Lag my blog. :/

Youtube-ing with Butt. :)
Simon's my favourite judge, really. :D
I think I'm in love with Connie Talbot, 6 years old. (Britain's Got Talent.)
I am not turning into a phidophile (?) by the way. :)
She's so adorable and pretty and talented.
I couldnt sing like that at her age. (i think I still cant sing now.)
& SHE DROPPED HER 2 FRONT TEETH AT THE SAME TIME --- Just like me. :)
(& I told Butt this and she told me her front tooth got stuck in a drumstick HAHAHAHAHA)
& YOU KNOW WHAT?
"I mean like, nobody calls their kids Adolf anymore!" (That's from cutewithchrisdotcom.)

Lunch today is maggie mee. :(

I swear I'm bloody pissed now because I want to change my blogskin but my bloody blog's html is fucking up and it's not blogskins.com cos the skin looks alright in preview. How dumb, preview error on my own blog and not on the freaking blogskins.com preview. -.-

Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

I should stop wasting time. :X

2007-10-04T17:45:00.001+08:00

So like for the millionth time I'm watching this (Love Actually) again.

Complacency and procrastination, both kill

2007-10-04T13:45:00.000+08:00

I dunno, I didnt feel my morale boosted today eh. SHEESH. :(
I think I was really too complacent. I never revised anything @ all! D:
'Cept maybe like during the hour's break,
Which I read only the first line of my notes. D:
But I'm quite happy I anyhow hamtam also got a few points from the notes. :)
Still, it was out of point la. :(
Wrote Rebellion vs Helplessness and Unseen Prose.
2.5 pages for the first, 4 pages for the second.
NO TIME TO FINISH WRITING. D:
But generally not too bad. :)

Chinese made me dizzy, zzz. -.-
All the words seemed like possible answers. D:
Tikam-ed quite alot. :X

Like I was telling Basia, I think I'm v self-centered.
I stress myself during the papers for basically 2 reasons,
For weak subjects I stress cos I'm afraid I cant do well,
For strong subjects I stress cos my darned competitive nature doesnt like thinking that others will do better than me. D:
I know, what a bitch. :(
But Basia also said it's human nature. :)
Lurfe her w0rx . <3
I liked my Lit seat cos I'm sitting technically next to her. :D
Just 1 empty row between.
Hee hee hee.

Simulated discussion over lit at Coffee Bean.
Lit notes, check.
Basia & me, check.
The coffee, check.
.
.
.
Atmosphere... none to speak of. :/
Our school canteen was Coffee Bean of the day, wah piang suddenly become so classy. :D

The girls keep me relaxed & happy & laughing.
The C. Hall made my hands quiver.
The C. Hall WASNT EVEN COLD TODAY CHEAT MY FEELINGS ONLY.

Emath paper 2.
Amath.
& I AM DONE. :)

Tag replies here!
Adaleen: We're in the same boat then hahaha. Jiayou! :) The girl who sits in front of me for History & Lit papers. :)
Xiuyin: Sure. :)
Ern: Yeah. That thing is full of freaky coincidences. Or maybe it's all written in the stars. But HAHAHA eccentric. :) I couldnt agree more on that point.
Jasmin: I KNOW YOU PRACTICE ON YOUR PILLOW AT HOME EVERYDAY. :D Hahaha. Bhb! Made it big font in your post somemore. JASSSMINNN!
Paulvin: I didnt send it around either, hahaha. Just posted it here only. :) Hahaha! No la I'm not all that, hahaha. :X Lit was alright, not too bad la. :)
Zhiyin and Ern: Zhiyin- Yeah. HOW COULD SHE!!!!! Ern- I wanna see Mr Puddles talking again! I remember his dead ah gong at St. John's island.

Perfectionist. :)

2007-10-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

I dont want bad luck. Even though these things dont work, hahaha. Anyway just thought I'll post it, cos it's kinda true. :) It's funny how the horoscope can stereotype the person sometimes.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

It's so true, yet at times it seems like it doesnt, hahaha. It's okay, up to you to decide. (:

SCORPIO - The Intense One
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

ARIES - TheDaredevil
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.

LEO - The Boss
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. D oing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

CANCER - The Protector
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

PISCES - The Dreamer
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendl y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

TAURUS - The Enduring One
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

:(

2007-10-03T15:10:00.000+08:00

Time to party?
The rest of my papers arent mugger subjects anymore, hehehe.
But... I dont think so.

Fucked up both my pure sciences today.
I know I'm stupid I'M NOT DENYING IT.
Cried during Physics and cried after Chemistry. (No - I'm not alright.)
"Dont worry, tmr Chinese and Lit, you'll own everyone one!"
Maybe I could be complacent and agree,
But no, I dont think so anymore. D:
I'm feeling so demoralised alr. :(
Anyway I doubt I'm studying for Lit. :)

It's funny how I feel so much but cant say a word.

Jas gave the COTangents aka Happy Kids a jar of waterbabies each. :)
Pretty coloured ~~edible bubbletea pearls~~.
My brother burst 3 of mine boohoo. :(

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:)

Really. I'm alright now. :)

It's funny how you can change a person's world with a few words.
All the comforting words of assurance and hugs I received. ♥
From the time I cried after Chem still in class, to walking to the bus stop opposite school, to going home with IMs waiting for me, to getting smses, to all the lovely tags, and my brother crapping w me for like over an hour?

Sorry if I'd made people worried today. Hahaha. I think I keep making people worry about me this year after all that's been happening this year. :( I'm so sorry.

If I counted the total number of times I cried this year,
I'll probably be able to buy 4D w that number. :/
-Sniffs. :(

Tag replies here. :) Those tags made me smile. :)
Julianne: JuliANT! Hehehe you have sth ANT-y in your name as well! :) Yuuup. I'm alright alr. Thank you love! For your three hugs today. :D I dont think I'm gonna work hard alr. :X Not giving up but LAZY! Hehehe. Jiayou for Chi and Lit!
Jasmin: Jas! Yay happy kids. :D 3 of my water babies burst alr! Piang. :( V sad la. Sighhh! Now it isnt a full jar alr! :( But it still looks pretty and colourful. :) I havent cam-whored for it! :O
Fahmi: Awww, so sweet. :) Hahaha. Thanks! :)
Basia: YES IT WILL. Hahaha. Yeah unless he's being annoying! Hahaha. I LIKE HAVING A tWiiNiiEX ALOT TOO OKAY. :) Ms Quah's being mean to us la. :( Pfft! Make me so stress only. D: We should be at coffee bean NOW. :( All the study dates there and not when we have to be classy and discuss our LIT. :O
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It's funny how I dont want to share someone who isnt even mine.

I hate Physics. :(

2007-10-02T18:20:00.000+08:00

I dont know why I should even bother trying to mug my ass off for Physics la. I'll probably still flunk it anyways so yeah. -.- But I shall not go into the exam hall totally empty handed. :/ So I'll try to study a little. A little's better than nth. :)

Physics nap Physics Chemistry school Physics Physics Chemistry Chemistry, that's the plan. :D

I feel like screaming but not because of the stress for now. Because of these feelings caught inside which I dunno how to express. D:

& I dont mean l o v e. It's just alot of other stuff rawr.

Ern says:
I tend to return knowledge after a test
i'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand. says:
I TEND TO RETURN MARKS DURING THE TEST

I like my MSN nick. :D Cos I'm still in love with this song. ♥
Sometimes in the middle of my papers it pops into my head. :)
But that, pisses me off.
I feel like singing and not doing silly exam papers. D:
Anyway it's the song playing in the background everytime when I'm mugging. :)
(Eh, I think I know why it creeps into my head during the papers now. -.-)
I wanted, I wanted you to stay. ♥

Enouragements are sweeeeet!

2007-10-02T15:55:00.000+08:00

I probably dont understand the meaning of going on a hiatus or sth. Or my brain just cant process it.

Mugged with Basia and Shuwen last night. Kept each other company through phone calls & smses. All 3 of us broke down la. -.- Stress like siao and cant remember stuff. Cried and screamed and all. :/ I was crying for 25 mins. -.- But not nonstop. :D But seriously, I think I have such a dimunitive brain. It seems to be malfunctioning. If my brain even exists. :O Ugh. Everything seems to BE THERE, but yet it seems like it isnt. GRRR. I sooo wanted to call the person who helped me with my History last year. :(

Thanks to the encouragements from mummy, korkor, Shuwen & Basia, I pressed on. :) Probably wouldnt have made it on my own. D: Was pushed to breaking point and felt so tempted to bang my head against the darn wall. Maybe I'd finally find out if I have a functioning brain if I did so. Missed my 7pm & 9pm shows. D: Napped for 1.5h before midnight, then mugged the night through. With short naps in between. Probably less than a total of 2 hours. But getting almost 4 hours of sleep is quite good alr lor.

Met Shuwen in school @ 0635 this morning. Gasp, amazing much? :) I certainly derived joy from people going "Wow, you're v early today." & idk why. Told you I went nuts. So anyway continued mugging together before school started. She cried again. :( Before the paper I suddenly freaked out. So my turn to cry. :( Panic like crazy. Argh. Anyways the paper was soso. :/ Passable but I cant score. Couldnt really form coherent sentences. Plus it was incomplete work. Sighhh...

1 hour break before Emath. Alot of people were at the study area doing last min chiong. Which I didnt benefit from. D: Sighhh. Anyway it was pointless cos the paper was completely crazy. I dont think it's just me this time. D: But I know I was one of the few who fell asleep. -.- Slept for... 1/2h? :/ Walao I was damn pek chek then just gave up. D: Didnt do like alot of questions la. :( Ugh. I feel like sucha moron. I just taught Jolene how to do the sphere question during break, then I made a huge careless mistake during the paper. -.-

Missed the first bus home. D: There were like a dozen Sec 3s on that bus. We missed it cos Mr Rash. kept us waiting. Rawr. Dear lazy Lit teacher refused to walk to the front door of the staff room cos his table is at the other end. D: RARRR. But I bought icecream today! :) First thing I've eaten since 2030 ytd. I didnt eat cos scared make myself sleepy. D:

Walao damn sad my blouse is dirrrty. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IT IS. D: Bah. How. Hideous.

Pure sciences tmr. I'd say Ms Quah hates Sec 3 Pure Physics students. 2 sciences in 1 day. Siao. But after tmr it's kinda slack alr. :) YAY.

Hiatus?

2007-10-01T14:10:00.000+08:00

Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you.

Love, me.

The word hiatus is really starting to scare me, because it seems like almost everyone is going on a hiatus, except me. Right now I can really feel the tension in the air, hardcore. It's the final lap & I'm gonna give it my all. I've gotta give it my best shot and soon I'll be enjoying my well-deserved break. :) I promise I'm freaking out... only now. :( Books barely touched! & I'm still here. I cant stand being this complacent actually. I know for myself as well as anyone else does how horrifying my results this year have been. But I cant seem to feel the sense of urgency despite the exams starting in full swing as of today. Until last night I was still watching telly till 1am. Yeah I was freaking out. But I didnt do anything about it. Even until now.

The exam timetable is a bitch as well. All our heavy subjects in the first 3 days, especially the second & third. After that it's kinda slack. (I know it's quite late to blog about it only now, seeing we got our timetables long ago.) Pure History & Emath P2 on the same day? Pure Chem & Pure Physics on the same day? Gosh. Wth is wrong with the timetable planning. Today and tmr I'll be mugging my ass off for my 3 pure subjects. What about Emath? I need to pass this term if not it's an overall fail! Yeah I'm gonna have so much time to practice AND mug heavy stuff. But on the plus side, my papers are one of the earliest to complete too. :)

Today's Social Studies paper was really... taxing. Wrote practically nonstop, 6 sides full. Might be quite little but I cant recall the last time I wrote 6 sides full in 90 minutes flat. 4a took me 35 minutes, SBQ took me 40 minutes, 4b took me 15 minutes... around there luh. Yes I completely screwed up in the sense of time-planning. Didnt have time to highlight nor weigh. 13 marks in 15 minutes? I think I'm so brilliant.

An hour's long break before our next paper. Cheena zuo wen. I was one of the last few to complete my essays because I was being v long-winded. -.- I'm quite happy that I managed to put in a few "good words". I felt that the letter was alright but my essay was superly out of point. Thank heavens my dictionary didnt fail me. Though even if it did, I had extra batteries anyway. :)

My mum isnt really the kinda mums who will force me to study nor does she put pressure on me. I suppose it's cos she's not v strong acadamically either and neither is my brother. (On the other hand, my dad does. When I was complaining about the heavy subjects all in one go he said "That's why you shouldnt study last minute." and I got freaking pissed and I retaliated "Study earlier still need to go through once again right. Go through no need time one ah." and slammed the door and went downstairs to eat lunch.) But she was telling me "Go study lah. Last time you'll study Sec 3 work. Thursday will be your last day studying." Wow, time flies. It dawned on me that we're constantly living in the past actually. Or maybe it's just me.

(I'm trying to form coherent sentences with all the thoughts flooding my head. Today has been a thoughtful day in a most literal sense indeed.)

"Do your best & God will do the rest."
I know You're there & You'll see me through.

& I'll be off. I'm hoping that I'll be able to materialize a hiatus this time. I might be back tmr, or I'm hoping at least only on Wednesday, after the heavy papers. If I manage till Friday, that'll be better. If I can even come back only on Monday, that'll be awesome.

We shall see. :) I have a feeling I'll only last till tmr or at most Wednesday. :/

But how could I forget! HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY. :)

I heard the church bells. It's the 1st. :) Jiayou! :)

My wasted heart will still love you

2007-09-30T18:50:00.000+08:00

I slept for 10 hours last night.
I woke up for breakfast.
I watched ol' telly for 2 hours.
I ate lunch.
I slept for 2 hours.
.
.
.
OMG.

No my point isnt how boring this is.
My point is -
Look at all the time I wasted. :O
EOYs start full swing tmr.
I'm freaking out I promise.

I am gonna shoot myself and die.

& I lost my exam timetable. Zomg just like last year. Just like ALL my timetables. :O Class timetables, GB meeting devotion rosters, whatever. No one to remind me this time? :/ Ha. Well, there's Elearn. :)

Finally I have a nice new mouse. I am happy. :)

& I uploaded ytd's pictures into ytd's post alr. Even though it's only 3 pictures hahaha. -.-

The simple things that make me happy. :) Like hearing one of my favourite songs on the radio. In this case, Far Away. :) It's stuck in my head now though. Went to buy dinner and tmr's breakfast. Whoa, I have Heartland coursing through my veins I'd say. Saw a little boy holding a massage stick. Those wooden ones. He innocently looked up at his dad & said "For ah ma". So cute la. I smiled to myself and thought of Heartland's heartland life. But then again, so much for Lit student. Tell me how to look intellectual & glam while carrying 2 packets of chicken rice, 3 packets of hokkien mee, yu pian mee fen, $15.20 worth of buns. I looked like some aunty. :( Before you start thinking my family eats alot, it was for bestfriend's family also okay. :)

My brother's going for a wedding dinner. His friends all seem to be getting married. :O I was just thinking, imagine people my age getting married. Wow, cant imagine. o.O Anyway,
Korkor: Eh, tuck in or tuck out nicer?
Me: Eh, didnt we go through this before, before the last wedding dinner you went to?
Korkor: Different mah... last time at Suntec, now at Bukit Batok CC.
Korkor: Hey hey hey should I go there and act cool?
Korkor: "Hey, congrats Tarzan."
Me: o.O Tarzan? Is the bride's name Jane?
Korkor: Probably.
Mummy: Got prepare angbao?
Me: Korkor's going to wrap $2.
Korkor: Please lah if I'm going to do that I wrap newspaper alr.
Korkor: Walao eh the wedding dinner should be in the afternoon.
Me: Yeah. Sure. Wedding dinner in the afternoon. Yours must be in the afternoon okay.
Korkor: Mine will be in the morning ah.
Me: Then you have to wake up v early.
Korkor: Who say I must be there, they can just come. Then when people ask "Where's the groom" just say "Sleeping". I can just book a restaurant and say "Small wedding dinner for around 40 people? The groom and his family wont be going. Just help me put a sign there. Remember to ask the guests to pay hor."

Gtg. I promise I'll study now. So far today I've only studied the consequences of the Sri Lanka conflict. :( Omg.

MUGMUGMUG. :D

2007-09-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

Omg Fahmi I hate you. :) Thanks for slandering my beautiful name huh!! Dont wanna study w you anymore MUAHAHA. :)

Alright. Today was mug mug mug mug mug day! :D I feel accomplished. What I completed might not have been much, but it's not bad for my standard. :)

Met Basia in the morning. I was late, she was even later. One of the few times I'm earlier. I realise it's the second time I'm meeting someone at Tanah Merah and I think I'll be late and it's only by 3 minutes in the end actually. :) Hahaha. Cool. :) Yes I'm v easily amused. Ah, the nonsense I think about when I'm waiting. Hahaha.

Coffee bean-ed again. Chocolate ice blend w whipped cream and extra chocolate powder and blueberry cheesecake! :) Talked and STUDIED. Yes, we DID study okay. Hehehe! Saw quite a few people. In total today, 15 I s'pose, ha. Then some angmoh wanted our table, so we had to go away. BAH.
Basia: *Laughs*
Me: Siao. What's so funny.
Basia: Must act jovial mah, like we dont care.
Me: ... LOL LOL LOL.
& I was genuinely laughing cos it was so lame la. :D

Went to some empty space. I WANT TO GO TO THE VIEWING HALL! :( Then she left for church and I became a loner. Walked to macs to satisfy my gluttonism. :D Did a few math questions. Asked Fahmi to join me. Then after that I realised it's v mean to ask him to meet me there, cos he's fasting. I mean, ALL THAT TEMPTATION? So I went back to the train station. Oh, and I turned around and saw Shi Jie and Jason at the table behind me. I promise I got the shock of my... day (-.-) cos I didnt realise someone I knew was just there la. -.- Okay so anyway met Fahmi. I wanted to go see the planes. :( But we walked walked walked and eventually ended up at Macs again. -.- Sat w Shi Jie, Jason, Chee Wei. The guys are fricking funny I couldnt stop laughing like siao la. :( I cant even remember all their silly antics. But they were entertaining, or maybe my brain was just tickled over the slightest things. :) Afterall it had been processing serious data for the most of the day.

I look ugly but nvm.

I was saying she looks like a filipino maid the whole day. (I have no idea what link it has with this picture actually.)

Today I've completed:
#1 History. 2.1.
#2 SS. Population.
#3 SS. Sri Lanka reasons for conflict.
#4 Emath. 1/2 PPSS mock paper 1.
#5 Emath. 1/2 SHSS mock paper 2.
#6 Emath. 1/2 PPSS mock paper 2.
Wait, that's little. -.-

I must have left out some things. :/

Alright. After that Fahmi sent me to Prime supermarket bus stop to meet Grace. Met Grace & Paulvin. Went to buy Fahmi's contacts w him. Bought chocolates & chips to snack on while doing our Math. :) Bussed to Pinevale. Today's extra lessons was like a zoo. Grace, Shuying, Deon, Jiajun, Jonathan, Paulvin, Hemant, Ms Chua & me! :) The guys were damn funny as usual. Got me laughing alot again. (Inserts whole long list of silly antics that I cant remember again.) Bitching sessions and gossip sessions as well. :) Grace's Sec 4 neighbour was there, and he asked me "Sec 3s ah?". Then Ms Chua suddenly look at me and um chio. Lol. Okaaay. Had a great time bonding and studying. Most of us had our turns to blush eh, hahaha. Esp Shuying who we derived much fun from by teasing her like free. Thank you Ms Chua, you're a great teacher. :D

Heart-shaped Ruffle chip! Laogong. :)

I love today. :)

Flactuating

2007-09-28T14:40:00.000+08:00

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My computer crashed. D: As in cant even restart. Walao eh bloody shit I'm fricking pissed now. -.- -.- -.-

Edit on top cos lazy to scroll down. :D

I slept for nearly 3 hours this afternoon. D: Ugh. Before sleeping I had a slight headache, so I decided to sleep. Then now the headache's fricking bad la. I'm so tempted to bang my head against the wall and get the damn pain outta my head. Bloody shit luh. D:

Study study study. SIGHHH. ):

Stupid laptop no MSN, piang. Web messenger sucks. D:
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"You v special up there (Singspiration) hor. Songbook so special, skirt shortest"
- Jasmin.

HA. Pinky pink songbook. It's Sofia's lah, not mine. Thanks for lending me your songbook anyways! :D

Jasmin. Hmmm. That reminds me. HELLO JASMIN NG WELCOME TO ILLOGICAL-ADDICTION.BS. :) You know what? You still came here willingly despite saying you're not coming until EOYs end. How else would you read this huh? ;) But I understand. It's my blog afterall, TEEHEE.

Things for me to rejoice over:
It's the weekend. :)
No GB tmr. :)
Physics test,20/27. :)
Credit for NSW (English.) :) Even though the only probable reason is because no one bothered doing it. But top 22% in Singapore! :) But that brings me back to my point - No one did it properly. LOLLL.
I managed to serve the volleyball over the net today. :) (It's an accomplishment - for me at least)
Emath HAT, 15/25. :) (Yay I improved. :D)
Ting li, 18/20. :)
Kou shi, 35/40. :) (I need to boast about this man! 2nd in class and 5th in level! Piang my chinese not bad. :D) Shows that I talk crap v good cos conversation 27/30. LOL. My oh my. To think I didnt even understand the question.
I completed my 6 xi zi and alot of zuo ye eventually. :)

But then again,
EOYs next week. :(
I had morning exercise today. -.- Go downstairs, rmb nametag, run back upstairs, take nametag, run back downstairs. Repeat cycle for forgetting handphone.
Singspiration was v screwed up.
& I dont mean only my songbook, hair, skirt. :/
But those were contributing factors as well.
KitKat is such an asshole. I mean like. C'mon lah, I'm not the last to finish fricking filing? It's so obvious you're picking on me. Bitch. >:(
Volleyball is a dangerous sport. :X
I need 53% to pass Emath EOY overall. :/
I failed Amath. Again. Despite the whole world getting 80+ or at least passing.

E: "Mummyyy! I failed Amath."
M "Orh."
Ern: "Wah. Aunty your reaction v nice. If it was my mother she'd have screamed. Plus we're in the car so it's double the volume."

& Ern wants me to quote her on this.
"Does my face smell like lychee?"
That bimbo sprayed the lychee smelling deodorant at the fan. -.- It all went towards her face a short moment later.

Mummy fetched Ern & Jas home after school. I feel like a primary school kid again. :D W my mummy waiting for me outside school. TEEHEEHEE. :)

Many many many tags so I'll reply here. :)
(Fine not alot lah but let me exaggerate wont you.)
Minyi: Whoo. Fate. Lol. Oh your toenails are still white huh. We must take picture of our toenails one day okay. :) Lol. Yay fate again. LOLLL. Joel Lim got 16 too. Hahaha. The vocab test 5 words only leh!!!
Zhiyin: HAHAHA! She always does silly faces. :)
Jasmin: It's up there! :D
Fahmi: PFFT! I AM okay. :) Dont need to be nice! Hahaha.
Ern: Dont worry la not many people will bother. :) (Reads Zhiyin's tag.) - But then again... :) Okay lah I take awaaaay. (Besides I think many people saw alr. LAWL.)

The Class Photos

2007-09-27T18:30:00.000+08:00

Hahaha. JC's hair kena magic wand off.

I'm so thankful that the man in black is our form teacher. :D

3G. <3

Thank you Paulvin for the class photos! (:

But uh-oh those summer nights

2007-09-27T16:00:00.000+08:00

"We go together..."
"Like a peanut butter and jelly sandwich"
"YOU MEAN THAT'S THE ORIGINAL LYRICS ARE YOU SERIOUS?!"

In chronological order,
RAIN!!!!! Nice cool weather. TOO cold actually.
Stupid Aliff and his non-stop jacking me. :@
~~A gazillion latecomers.~~ Released all of them back to class.
Everyone took off their socks and shoes. -.-
& HUNG THEIR SOCKS ON THE WINDOWSTILLS/TABLES.
I had my joy showing off my white toenails hehehe. :D
14/19. It's kinda average. :/
16/20? Nah I think it's 25. Lit's always 25.
New seating arrangements are pointless. I mean like, only on the last lesson? -.-
Tiara & Jian Yuan. RIGHT IN FRONT. :O
ALMOST.
Please let me pass Physics.
Mee goreng & Zhiyin.
& Desmond buying me ice lemon tea for Zhiyin's sake. :D
(It rocks to have Zhiyin as a friend. HAHAHA.)
Whole class probably getting full marks for English. -.- -.- -.-
Physics test part 2, flunked disastrously I'm sure. But it's not counted YAY.
Completed all the Statistics I have w me.
Getting terribly sick of SBQ and SEQ. :(
Chemistry mock paper. 20/30.
Zhiyin.
Waterbabies.
Promised to help Basia w her Lit.
Hope it helps! :D
2nd study date?
Char kuey teow + F&N grape.
Ariel?! :O
Waited for bus w her.
Saw JolTan on the bus.
Home at 3.50pm.

Studying barely started.
6 chapters of xi zi to complete.
Zuo ye undone since forever.

Spaghetti for dinner!

Love is more than just a game

2007-09-26T19:05:00.000+08:00

I pinned up all my fringe for the most of today okay.

:D

Yes, I know.

Butt, Wei Liang, Vanessa, Aliff must be v proud of me. :D

Though honestly speaking I only pinned it up cos v hot HAHAHA.

Studied in 3H this morning.
Tested Diane her ting xie.
Never heard half the words on the list before la. -.-

Homeroom is always a waste of time w Mr Lee.
Yes Mr Bakar did flare up at our class if you were wondering.
Didnt feel like standing during recess so I sat down quite happily... heehee. :D
Eng Chi Math.
Oh, Chinese was scoldish today.
She nearly confiscated JJ's hp.
(She made him say good stuff about her before she returned it. I mean like. Wow.)
(I heard that from BH.)
CBH scolded JC for reading sth else,
Which she gladly continued scolding after CBH left.
So no oral results today. :(
History was kinda slack actually.
Baohui Jovy Butt and me were dying to go toilet. :(
First test I had no idea on what to write.
I mean, there are times I dunno what to write la of course. But not totally... BLANK la.
I got 1 point correct. HEEHEEHEE. Other than the given factor.
But I was quite confident she'll let us use back our old marks. (:
She really did! I am a complete genius.

Mr Bakar made me sound stupid, I mean, I know I am. :(
But not in front of like 100 people?! :(
& I knew the answer okay?
It was more the shock that made me at a loss for words.
Bah I dont like remedial.
I still dont understand mole concept, I never did before.
& I know how to draw atoms alr. -.- -.- -.-
But it was kinda cool. The class was so full. :O
I promise I didnt sit there on purpose.
I just sat next to the first person I know that I saw.
Yay lab partner. (:
Adaleen, Julianne and me took turns to take down notes.
I wrote like... 1 line worth.

Slacked in school.
Practically scrutinised, compared and laughed at class photos.
Reubban was standing at my place in the formal photo.
&. :D
Lol.

Taught Fahmi how to take down the flags.
Mocha.
Aliff's house's exercise area was our new playground.
I like the moonwalker contraption the most. :D
Mummy fetched BH & me home.

Headache and nausea.
But I want to go eat chicken rice.
Eka's chicken rice is damn good 'kay.
So I shall eat my dinner even if I'm on the verge of puking alr.
Heeheehee. -.-

Long post in quite awhile.
I rmb Butt once saying she's not used to my short posts.
It's v not me, hahaha.
Is this post me-ish enough then, Butt? :D
Anyway. Bye.

I'm here without you baby

2007-09-25T15:40:00.000+08:00

E: "I wore my longer skirt today leh!"
Ern: "Your longer skirt is still short la, no difference."

!

In chronological order,
- I know how to listen to BH's guitar. (I dunno how to sing along w guitars normally, hee. -.-)
- Clueless during History.
- Finally not clueless during Emath.
- Disappointing Chem results. D:
- Chicken spaghetti w white cream sauce is yummm.
- I liked the Love Bite skit, v funny & kinda thought-evoking...
- Har-har-har. I can be sarcarstic if I want to.
- Here's 4 words for you to take back today: Image is very important!!!!! (I promise I'm not being sarcastic for this okay. Just felt like saying that.)
- ZERO. Like. 0. -.-
- Will flunk Amath Circle test. :(
- Formulas are no use even if right at your fingertips if you dont understand them.
- I'm-a-Protestant-living-in-Belfast-letter: 18/20. :D :D :D
- Test: 4/15. -.-
- I wonder if kitkat realises no one's listening. :O
- Just-recovered-from-Dengue (?) Fever class photos.
- I look damn pale lah? :(
- I am waiting for someone, anyone, to scan our class photos in and post them.
- Thoughts.
"I have changed.
I'll change again."
- My whole family is good in History. :O :D :P No not saying myself though. The other 3.

Goodbye.

Panorama

2007-09-24T19:55:00.000+08:00

In chronological order,
I need a songbook badly this week. It totally slipped my mind. How to do Singspiration without a songbook? -.-
Mr Wee promised no more Statistics this term. :D But I must complete first 2 weeks first. :(
#3. National Day (Parade).
Outdoor adventure club.
Hot NZ volleyballers.
Unfinished kuay chap & seaweed chicken.
Sleep before completion of summary.
Mr Lee act big nia.
Last min mugging for Emath HAT make-up test.
Who do you think you are, seriously.
Emath HAT make-up test - didnt do well. :(
Basia waited for me for 15 mins.
Treated her macs.
Throwing french fries.
TALKKK.
More people came.
I want the Macs Happy Meal Hello Kitty toys, all of them.
Changi Airport The Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf.
Raspberry cheesecake and chocolate ice-blended with whipped cream.
Budget - we shared.
Talked talked talked.
Air stewardesses, blue green red.
Pretty and sexy but not tall anymore.
Alot more I cannot remember.
~~Study?~~ Camwhore!!
Nearly 70 pictures.
I love Basia.
Pictures in her LiveJournal not copied cos v large - not resized yet. :(
MRT. Home.

This post should be easy to comprehend but not easy to understand. Ha. I dont make much sense.

I do not like 293

2007-09-23T21:00:00.000+08:00

Omg I hate taking 293. D:
It made me waste like 25 mins.
After studying in Tampines for 3 years,
I still dunno how to take 293. -.-
ZZZ. Made me late for Ms Chua's extra lessons. ):
Anyway, sat there for nearly 3 hours?
Doing only 8 math questions. -.-
Which I had no idea how to do at all.
Yeah, all of them, no idea at all.
DIE. ): I'm damn screweddddd.

Omg I'm sleepy again nowww. D:
& I dont have Red Days to blame. ):
Guilt guilt guilt.
But I'm still happy it's not Red Days. (:
Anyway gtg BYE.

I so need to score full marks for Emath HAT.
Or at least do well.
I need the marks to pull up my final overall. D:
PASS E MATH PASS E MATH PASS E MATHHH!
The whole world's doing better in Amath.
Heck. Studywise, I was never normal. -.-
DISCLAIMER: I dont mean the normal stream that normal dont put words into my mouth and drag me into some arguement just because you misread my words okay.
(& I am not being mean. Gosh whatever I say might be taken the wrong way. I'll just shut up now. -.-)

Changes

2007-09-22T16:10:00.000+08:00

Yes I went for GB meeting afterall. :/

In chronological order,
Nearly late for meeting today.
Bus came @ 0820. -.- -.- -.-
Ran like a mad woman & JUST made it.
Thank goodness Baohui's whistle zao xia hehehe.
Devotion.
1 hour drill which was initially okay.
I want to learn piano.
Shuwen so rocks. (:
Marshmellows cost alot.
Lecture at SHPS.
I feel guilty. :(
Esther squad owns during recre.
Only because we have manpower? Gee.
More badgework research. :@
Telematch main commitee.
Theres 2 extremes -
V nice team ----- not fun and lousy team.
But in the safe zone there's committee.
We dont get to play and there's no "bonding" w the other UGs.
But it's okay.
I shall not take risks. :O
Decor/Outdoor is my recruitment committee. (Hopefully.)
Since I suck at art & dunno how to pull people. :/
Plus, I think our outdoor activity will be quite fun! :P
Alot of people chose Publicity. :(
Telematch committee meeting, Devotion committee meeting, completion of NYAA booklet, handing in crosses.
GB's Singspiration is always after BB's week. :O
I dont need to hold the mic this week YAY. (:
Blowing bubbles = fun.
7-11 then 22 w Butt.
Didnt go out study w Shuwen & Viki. :(
Sorry darls once I got home I was so lazy to step out. D:

I'm v hungry. :(

My day in 10 (long) points

2007-09-21T15:55:00.000+08:00

In chronological order,

1) God, I pray that Priya's perfectly fine. :D
Priya you know that even if anything happens, Circle Of Trust will always be there for you okay!
Along w your family & other friends & Shona! (:
Love the COTangents & Happy Kids.
They make sitting behind fun.

2) Physics and me go like water and oil.

3) Volleyball is HAHAHA. I hit the ball like once out of 10 tries.
I think Ern is so patient, love! (:
Who am I kidding, she probably wants to murder me everytime there's PE. :O
I'm improving lor. I mean, at least I can hit the ball once in 10 tries.
It used to be nth in a million tries okay. :/
NZ volleyballers are uber hot. :O
The hall was flooding cos of the girls salivating luh.
HAHAHA I'm just kidding, not to that extent.
They're really tall. :O
But it's only in the heat of the moment kinda thing actually.
We got over how hot they are once we got back to Math class, lol.
But while they were still at it,

Ern: "I cant wait for the end of the match when they take off their shirts."
Ern: "If the ball drops, I'll quickly pick it up and pass it to #6 and say Hi or smile and wink."
BH: " We know we're missing Math. We just dont wanna move."

Hahaha. :D

4) I think nth interesting happened after recess. Until,

5) Had to bring all our books home. Mr Wee said they'll throw everything away if we dont. So I decided to be a good girl. Besides, almost everyone is bringing home everything. I got a cardboard box. :D Basia and me (and the others who took cardboard boxes somehow or other) look like retrenched workers. -.- It's freaking heavy I nearly died luh.

Ern: Who ask you dont want bring home earlier!
Me: Uh, I wasnt in school for the past 2 days, in case you didnt realise?

6) Oh yes I really need to buy a new file. D: My Monokuro folder is dying. Well it alr did actually. D: It's broken zzz. Lousy file but I still like it. (:

7) Chemistry retest, I AM SO GONNA DIE. I felt damn stuffy there. D: & Idk why my head started spinning again. Plus I didnt study for this test at all luh. -.- ZZZ! Got damn pek chek there. :/ Basia waited for me there. Love! Ern waited for me downstairs. Hahaha love too. (I let you take shun feng che okay!)

8) Looked like some stupid chor lor aunty. :( Messy hair, hot & sweaty everywhere, holding a big retrenched-worker-looking box of books. ZZZ. Oh yes I hate long PE shorts. D: I think they can be seen from my skirt la. I mean I dunno how to phrase it. -.- But I'm not saying my skirt's short. (: It's the shorts that are long kay.

9) Cabbed home today. I think the $7.90 was worth it.

10) I dont wanna go GB meeting tmr but I wanna hand in my crosses. HOWWW! :(
I forgot to look at the GB noticeboard for meeting details someone please tell me. D:
& I'll decide whether or not I'm going later.
V wasted leh I finish my crosses then dont hand in earlier. :/
BUT I DONT WANNA GOOO. ):

If God brings you to it, then he'll bring you through it

2007-09-20T17:45:00.000+08:00

"I will never leave you nor forsake you."
Hebrews 13:5 (NKJV)
It's 1 of my favourite bible verses. It's written down mentally in my brain. (:

Funny how it's only when I'm going through trials & tribulations that I rmb Him.

I cant stand how I'm only turning to Him when I need Him. :(

Down w the stomach flu. :(

2007-09-20T11:20:00.000+08:00

From 8.30pm Tues night - 6.30am this morning, I've slept for around 25 hours. :D

Tuesday night & ytd were agonising. :/ Nausea, chest pains, slight fever & alot of dizziness. I was amazed I managed to make it to the doctor's alive. :O I mean for goodness sake we walked there. :/ I could have died on my way there I promise. I got a jab to stop the vomiting and the whole-world-is-spinning-around-me-except-me feeling. Which did hurt a little & I cried. :( I was alr in pain and the fricking needle pierced my butt. My butt has another hole now LOLLL. To quote Basia: "What a way to put it" HAHAHA. :D & I wasnt allowed food/water for an hour. :/ I was getting realllly dehydrated. :O When I was finally allowed to eat/drink, you couldnt imagine how yummy plain porridge and water tasted.

Basia & me got the exact same symptoms & everything luh. Zomg so cool, tWiiNiiEx w0rhxzxz! ;D Same symptoms same days of MC same cannot-eat-for-1-hour rule & more. But the unfair part is that I kena injection she only need to take medicine... -.-

Actually I guess I'm more-or-less perfectly alright alr. But when I got out of bed this morning my stomach gave a little hurl. So I decided to stay at home. I was looking forward to today actually. I like Thursdays. So I'm kinda sad about missing a Thursday. :( I'd rather go to school ytd & today, not tmr & GB on Sat. D: Basia stayed home today too. :D Get well soon too honey! We'll both go back to school together tmr. -.-

I'm determined to try never to skip so many meals ever again. (I didnt eat anything at all on Tuesday. I suspect that's how the stomach flu got to me. :O) & I'm happy and healthy now. (: Korkor kept making me laugh during breakfast, I nearly choked on my porridge. Smsed Basia for quite awhile. Shuwen made me grin subconsciously. & I painted my toenails white. No more bling!

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I slacked the whole day away again. :( GRRR. Talk about pissed w myself. I'm determined to sleep at 2-3am tonight. To make up for the time I've wasted. On the plus side though,

I finally completed Term 3 Latecoming Statistics Consolidation. :D IT ALL TALLIES. My goodness I still rmb my happiness when 1 DAY tallies luh. This is 3 MONTHS baby! Imagine slaving over that piece of paper for 3 months and you gotta redo it. I now know the elation POA students feel upon balancing their accounts. I mean it's quite different, yes, but still, it's balancing. (:

Yes! I feel accomplished! :D
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Between the lines

2007-09-18T18:10:00.000+08:00

I been drained of my energy alr. So much has been going on recently. By all means drag me in further. I promise I felt really really really mad. Just thinking about it was enough to pushing me to breaking point. Initially I was just mad. However my emotions mutated itself. English couldnt pass any slower. I was about to burst. Had so much on my mind yet nothing made sense. I didnt even know what went through my mind luh. Cried during recess. After that it was just annoyance furiousness & all. I wanted to slap someone punch someone stuff a tampon in someone's nose. (An inside joke.) The only people who kept my sanity today were basically those girls. Love!

I had so much to say that it became nothing. I was caught in mid-sentence, constructing a coherent sentence with all the madness. Then again I kept quiet - Cos suddenly Amanda's confrontation caught my attention. They asked me why I didnt say more - Then I realised I forgot what I was there for. But whatever seriously. The aftermath of that was a bitching session in Macs. We were occupying 1/2 of Macs and practically shouting there. To think I even wanted to stay neutral. HARDEEHAR. What a thought.

So everyone's trying to step on my toes further today. I promise I lost my temper alr. I think I havent said so many vulgarities in a single day out in a long time alr. My oh my. I'm actually a good girl. Really. I forgot when was the last time I felt this fury, this rage. Not that I've been v patient these days either. But to this extent, LET ME RECALL. I cant remember. So like I moodswinged the entire day. From thinking alot to being fucking pissed. Am I okay? Let me think. I suppose so. HA. Every little thing just made me flare up. I'm sorry if anyone unintentional was in the way of my fire. Before I forget, point to note here. Forgiving & forgetting doesnt work on me really. It's EITHER forgiving OR forgetting. Anyway I cant be bothered alr la. I have better things to do kay.

So much for being apologetic. Gotta say though, it was certainly a good idea, v well planned. You certainly chose a v impt person to bitch about me to. Yes I'm sure it was just another guy. Whao. If I didnt know about this at all? & Diane etc werent there then? HMMM. I cant imagine. No really I'm not being sarcastic here. I promise I never thought of such things. But ohmygoodness what a marvellous idea la. Really. When I heard about it I went "WHOA". I mean like. COOL. I am so gonna use this tactic next time alright. It's like killing 2 birds w 1 stone. ZOMG.

The importance of saying sth and meaning it. MY OH MY. It's just like another Harry Potter book! Saying the Unforgivable Curses wont work until you mean it. Like. CRUCIO. WOW TEH COOLNESS. Harry Potter is so so so so so informative. They actually teach you the importance of meaning. Like bringing a whole chunk of words that escape your mouth to life. Instead of just saying it for the sake of just SAYING IT.

Gasp. Is this even worth my bothering anyway. No I dont think so. Omg after wasting all this time here.
& I suppose I've disappointed people like Ern. So I shall not carry this further. Really really really. I dont cross lines too many times. Hur. So yup that's all I have to say.
P.S. Retaliating shows that you're guilty. (;

Finally,

I was given the pleasure of ripping it into shreds. Then Basia & Diane tore it into smaller pieces. <3

Dont fail me this time

2007-09-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

(Referring to the mug of thick coffee next to me.)

THERE'S SO MUCH TO DO,
So little time.
I'm going crazy,
I shouldnt even be here.
Coffee in hand,
It's going to be a long night.
I. Must. Perservere.

Assignments left incomplete,
Dont feel like doing them. :(
Tests to study hard for.
SS and Amath textbooks left in class,
Emma you rock. How are you gonna study?

On a plus note though,

I know it looks like garbled nonsense.
But anyway, that's the 20 crosses we're assigned.
All completed cept for the cutting & burning.
At least something I've accomplished.
Selling starts next week, after I've submitted my completed set for checking.
$1/cross, please buy from me. :(

& I've completed my history punishment. :D
500 words essay, I wrote 493 words.
Aiyoz lazy add in 7 more words.
It's just 7 words, she wont realise.
(Hopefully.)

[Edit]
My stomach is damn damn damn pain. :(

I watched the 9pm show & I went high. Omg uber sweet. (:

I watched the MV for Far Away & I actually teared. :/

I am wasting time here.

Goodbye.
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The IC year. :D

2007-09-17T18:10:00.000+08:00

BASIA & BAOHUI ACCOMPANIED ME TODAY. To eat, make EZ-link card, and they were willing to make IC w me also. Yay so sweet. I love them! :D Teehee.

I have my new term of Statistics to do again. :( Zzz. We had so many latecomers today manxz. :/ By the time we went back to class we were 20 mins late.

Lit test was total crap. I HAD NO IDEA WHAT TO WRITE. As in normally tough tests, at least can get like 1 point?!?! This time I stoned there for forever. ZZZ. My pen was being scratchy. I hope that made me seem professional. TEEHEE. But whatever my essay wasnt even a page long luh. I DONT WANNA FAIL LIT I CANNOT FAIL LIT NOOOO!

I have NINE tests in total this week. :(

I enjoyed Amath! Because I actually knew a little of what's going on. BEAMS.

Mr Hong was in a good mood today. (:
Mr Hong: The girls behind are v talkative ah.
Mr Hong: Girls are meant to be seen, not heard.
The girls' reactions,
1) OMG.
2) You did NOT just say that.
3) We're not living in the 20th century!

Mr Bakar told us good studying methods. I enjoyed CD. :D

After school was I-dunno-what-to-do time. :/ I had alot of things I had to do, wanted to do, and yet everything didnt seem impt either. SHEESH. For the whole day I was trying to sort out my after-school programme. Managed to sort out my priorities, kinda. Looked for Jolene to hand in NYAA booklets.
Me: *Walks past 3J* Eh, no teacher?
Me: *Walks to the back door* Simon! Where's your teacher?
& ZOMG Ms Goh was just in front of him then. :O But behind the door so I didnt see. Walao damn malu.

Then went Pasir Ris to make EZ-link card. Ate there first. Then made my card and I'm v happy! My new card is so... new. :D LOL. Finally I dont look like a hippo in my EZ-link card alr! :D Yay hearts I'm so happy. Hehehe. Then went to make IC. Zomg I sound damn swa ku but I think it's kinda fun. :D HAHAHA! Mummy fetched me there but I had to go alone. Cos no parking. Zzz. The ICA looks like the Ministry of Magic. V cool HAHAHA. I feel independent! But I got kinda lost actually LOL. :X So minus wasted time I took less than 1/2h to finish making. I think my picture doesnt look disgusting. V happy again. :D Saw Kanappan there. He was waiting for Shaun.

My eye tio infection again. -.- Sibei sian ok. Everyone's telling me my eye v red. :/ ARGH BACK TO SPECS AGAIN.

Loads to do

2007-09-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Daniel Chia & Deon! (:

ZZZ. I still slept in the end luh. V early & v long somemore! Pissed w myself. :( Rawr! But I've finished studying for Physics test next week luh. But I understand only 50%. :( Pressure = 30%, Work, Energy & Power = 70%. Sigh. :( At least I tried alr. I really dont understand the remaining 50%. Gotta rmb to ask before the test. Zzz.

I shall try to not sleep tonight then. I'm promising myself to give up Sunday afternoon naps alr. :( Try try try. I'm sure my body clock will give in someday. :D Argh. It's time to start screaming. I think I've officially gone crazy alr. :/ To think I'm thinking that sleeping is a waste of time luh. But aiyo I dont have time to waste. I can sleep all I want after EOYs. :( Anyone wanna ton - overnight studying? :D

I've completed 17 crosses alr! It's addictive when you get the momentum. Could have completed all but I got lazy in between. MUST BUY FROM ME OKAY! :D

& I went to cut my hair today. :D Took a Mercedes cab home! My first time. LOL. -.-

I officially declare my computer having fits. The mouse is screwed up. It's practically shivering across the computer monitor. -.- & MSN that damned thing is hanging again. OMG NOT A REPEAT OF LAST TIME PLEASE. I've had enough of it hanging like no one's business. In fact now it's not just MSN. It's the whole effing system. Damn this computer. Rawr!

Caffeine

2007-09-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

I'm not planning to sleep at all tonight. Not like I didnt do it before. (: Then again that time I was talking on the phone. But nvm, I can do it luh. :D I'm gonna STUDY. Well, I'll try. I promise not to study on the bed. Cos I'll end up snoozing. :( & I've completed 6.5 chinese knot crosses alr! Fine, slow luh. :/ But still at least I put in effort. Hahaha. I was doing it while watching Maid In Manhattan actually. It was to justify my TV craving. Like at least I'm doing sth in front of the telly. Oh and the show aint brilliant really. Totally predictable story-line. Zzz. It's like Love Actually, actually.

Grrr my mouse isnt working. >:(

Alrights. Imma go start studying now. If anyone happens to read this, feel free to sms me tonight. But it doesnt mean I'll reply straightaway either actually, haha. I'm studying leh! :D (You can close your mouth now no need to be so surprised. I decided that if I dont actually start studying I'm screwed for EOYs. OMGGG.)

Pissed off much?

2007-09-15T16:00:00.000+08:00

I'm bloody pissed now la. We're the last CCA to step down alr. Still make us so do much sai gang. -.- 20 freaking chinese knot crosses. Those people who invented this knot were too free la. Make until so chim for what sia. Dunno how to suay bian tie meh? And they cancelled first aid course today. Which means actually can pon today one lor. Wah piang eh. I was planning to pon next week, now cannot alr. Cos they put the course next week. Crash course for 4 hours. Make us go early somemore leh piang. -.- Plus we have to stay back until 5 to take the first aid test 2 Tuesdays away. WALAO. No need study is it. I secretly suspect we're all supposed to retain to maintain coy strength cos we cant go liddat. (I'm just kidding.)

Okay done ranting. Bad bad bad bad bad bad day, 15th are baddd days. Tsk naughty 15th.

Regarding what happened last evening, I dont think I should shed myself of all blame either la. Therefore, I'll apologize as well. I'm sorry that I'm indirectly the cause of it all. I'm not gonna mention who's involved or what exactly happened. I dont exactly have the rights to cos I'm not the party directly affected by this anyway. To all that is concerned, I'm sure this would have spread like wildfire. In fact I doubt it will be kept behind glued lips anyway. To be honest, we all know nth will be perfectly resolved even after 53 min long confrontations. I know I didnt say much, cos I didnt know what to say. I suppose I'd only add fuel to the flames right? But I heard every word.

Reached first today. We didnt do our NYAA booklets finally. -.- & Devotion practice started at 0815. I think I'm supposed to lecture my Devotion members. I forgot because of what. Nvm I'm not the scolding type anyway, you know me. But chit-chat session in the morning was fun. :D

Zzz my singing's getting worse. Which is... bad. :O But I was v happy when the piano and drums coordinated well (finally) for My Redeemer Lives. I was so relieved I was gleeing up there hahaha. :D Praying was weirder. I didnt plan what to say at all. I ended up getting tongue-tied. -.- "I pray that you will... I pray that the girls... I pray that the girls and you... AIYA I PRAY THAT YOU AND THE GIRLS HAVE FUN DURING THIS TIME OF WORSHIP." Zzz not funny. :( I was so embarrassed luh. I know it sounded stupid and everyone laughed at meee. Including Aunty Mary! :( But whatever... LOL. Kay I laughed at myself too la. :/

I suck at playing Bingo. -.- -.- -.- Basia & Jol threw marshmellows we got as prizes. The kinda marshmellows I gave for Valentines' Day! Kena my head. T_T My hand cramped when changing out of uniform! So I was feeling v helpless and tangled up like a pretzel. NOT FUNNY LOR I WAS BLOODY PISSED. -.- Badgework was kinda. Boring. It's not too bad but still boring. I dont make sense la. Anyways recre was kinda... VIOLENT. We played soccer sitting down. ZZZ I couldnt keep track of the number of times my feet kena trampled on. Screamed till my voice was hoarse manzx. :/

Squad duty then filming of Elisa's birthday surprise. Formed the letters E-L-I-S-A and sang the birthday song in a line. (: I actually wanted to go for Samuel's memorial service kay. But no one to go w me. :( Multi-tasked on the bus today. Listening to music, smsing, tying chinese knots, studying Japan's history. Eventually ended up sleeping though. -.- THERE'S NO LUNCH AND I'M SO HUNGRY. Imma eat maggie mee now. :( Busy busy busy. I SHOULDNT EVEN BE HERE. Goodbye.

Window pane post-its

2007-09-14T17:35:00.000+08:00

"Because you live
My sky has twice as many stars
Now that you're gone
Looking at the sky just makes me cry"
- Tan Sze-Ern.

In the pouring summer rain

2007-09-14T17:25:00.000+08:00

IT'S SHUWEN'S BIRTHDAY!

Happy birthday darling! You're a big girl now. Welcome to the 15 club! Hehehe. I turned 15 just 5 days before you. Some year we shall go celebrate OUR birthdays together kay! I hope you liked what Basia and me got you. It's v chio isnt it?! Remember to parade around w it alright. LOL. Enjoy being queen! You still have a few hours more. Sorry I didnt wish you at midnight. Set alarm wrong time luh! :( Stay happy, sexy & cute, babe. It's funny how our friendship suddenly grew, but I shant question it and just be thankful for an awesome friend like you! You made my day many times honey. :D Thanks! You're always loved. :D (Hugs.)

& I decided to stop recycling words from the sms I sent you. So that's all. :D Hahaha.

tWiiNiiEx. :D

Alright posting now. :D

Term 3 Latecoming Statistics Consolidation. It makes me feel v happy and accomplished cos it's compiling all the compiled details. I know I'm not making any sense.
V lazy to do NYAA booklet luh. :(
Didnt listen during Physics at all today! But I think I like this topic. No formulas yay. :D
PE prep talk was meaningful. Ms Teo's an inspirational speaker. Wo xi huan.
I have no ball sense.
We're the only class who's not playing tennis! Sian volleyball again. Sec 1 play before alr. :(
Asked Ms Tan about punishments. YAY I ONLY NEED TO DO 500 WORDS ESSAY MUAHAHA. (:
Chapel was lmao. You should have seen the attendance man.
Chemistry tuition from Diane w Viki yay. :D But I didnt learn much cos didnt listen much hahaha. I last min join in one leh.
Ate cup noodles and chocolate dipped marshmellows. (:
Jin You: I REMEMBER YOU.
Me: Right.
JY: What's your name again ah?
JY: *Sees my nametag* Ohhh. Emma.
Me: Yeah and you remember me. -.-
JY: Remember by face mah not by name.
Me: I remember you also leh. YOUR NAME ALSO.
JY: What's my name?
Me: Dunno how to pronounce lah.
JY: HA. Dunno then dont pretend lah.
Me: I KNOW OKAY. J-I-N-Y-O-U.
JY: Walaooo how you know one!
Hahaha kena jack. :D
Made small cos v long. :O

Some pics from Jasmin's blog. :D Thank you the-girl-sitting-in-front-of-me! :D

I look like. A. Cow. :( I COULDNT NOT BURST OUT LAUGHING I DUNNO WHY ALWAYS LIDDAT ONEEE.

I look like I'm gonna laugh again. -.-

YAY. Deviantart?! :D Wanted to take more but no time luh. :(

We're on the school noticeboard! :D

Nothing lasts forever

2007-09-13T18:50:00.000+08:00

Thanks Joshua for the belated birthday wish! I think he'll be last. Hahaha.

Today just got better & better. (: Well, from bad to good that is. This morning was shit la. First I wasnt feeling good since last night. Dunno why luh. :O Then I woke up late. Then today I was having a bad hair day. Then singing equals lame shit. I'm so happy I wasnt holding the mic cos I totally dunno how to follow the guitar. -.- I can only listen to piano & sing. (Which is why I can never sing for council la. Not just dont want to, but cannot. GB is dont want but cannot dont go. Besides at least I can listen to piano and sing.) Thank you Joey, for lending me your songbook. History was seriously F-ed up. It totally slipped my mind. I have a million punishments to do now. I'm going to ask her for mercy. Seriously. If not I'll just use voucher la. Bloody pissed man. During Lit I was still feeling grouchy. Rawr. So I guess I sulked my way through Lit lesson. Plus a million things were running through my head then. :O Finally, during Physics one of my lenses was damn pain, so I took it out. Then I cant find it now la. :( But I get to wear new contacts tmr! Wearing new contacts makes me happy HAHAHA. Recess onwards made me happier. :D Slept in class during English. Hahaha. Walaoz kena caught. :( But sleeping is goooood anyway. Feeling sleepy sucks alot though. :/ Emaths was slackkk. We were singing. :D Hahaha. SS passed really quickly today. Not say I never listen at all. :X HAHAHA. Chem made me happy cos I'm not clueless for once. :D

Pastamania with girlfriends made me v happy! Shuwen's early birthday celebration & she treated us. Yayyy. :D Thank you, big-girl-to-be. :D Satisfied my craving for pasta! Bitched. :D Then we cam-whored... BUT NOT ON PURPOSE. We cam-whored but all CMI. -.- We just wanted a group photo & a individual picture w tmr's Queen. Took neos which were fuglyyy. We love/hate neoprint machines. They make us look really ugly yet we look prettier when it's printed. :D But still ugly is ugly la like me! Though looking at them now I realise it's not too bad hahaha. :D Walked around then went 2 different ways. Shuwen & Viki and Basia & me. Basia & me bought Shuwen's present. :D Saw Brandon Chai. Loner. Hahaha. Kidding! Shuwen saw us after we bought her present! >:( Anyway, bussed home w her. (:

You & I collide

2007-09-12T19:35:00.000+08:00

Wake up calls?!?!
Argh. I. Need. To. Study. :(
I need 48 hours... no that's too little.
RAWR. :(
But let's blog first haha.
I'm considering a hiatus but... THE TEMPTATION.
I should really stop wasting time now.

Thanks Amanda Teo, Brandon, and Jolene Tay for the birthday wishes. :D
& MINYIII. (: For the presents!
Cute-ness & pretty-ness & sweetness. (:

The jigsaw puzzle. The pieces keep coming off! :( Thank you Hui Guang, for helping me put them back. (But they came off again.)

The card behind. I love the words "Happy Birthday Emma"! Like print one leh walao. :O

Heart-shaped handmade chocolates. (:

Like I'm still finding myself such a dumbass for not taking bio. :( I was having this conversation with someone and I concluded, Physics is the world's most boring subject with the most monotone teachers. If your heart is pumping now it means that you agree with me. :D

I have officially completed last term's Statistics. :D Damn shiok reaching the end of the page. Doing most of it myself! My goodness I am proud of me. (:

Mdm Wong rocks. Her "sparring" with Mdm Low was interesting enough. I know people like Ern cheered in her heart loudest, right?! HAHAHA! I'm just kidding you didnt just read that. :D

The whole class got lost IN OUR SCHOOL. Like after 3 years of studying here you'd think we knew where the Computer Lab 3 was. -.- HAHAHA. Computer lab was boring but the 3 guys in front drawing nonsense on the "visualiser" (They used the teacher's computer and used Paint.) were pretty entertaining.

History was scary. She was like damn pissed at the start of lesson. :O But she got funny after that yay. :D

Chemistry remedial was quite good. Cos I learnt new stuff. :D Understand more stuff too haha. We learnt things the rest of the class havent learnt. But will be learning soon. That's good cos I cant listen in class but I'm more awake during extra lessons. :D My contacts dropped and landed on my nametag. I panicked cos I couldnt find it. It was stuck there, LOL. Damn retarded la. -.-

Slacked at the bus stop after that. Missed 8 22s. -.- -.- -.- Vanessa was damn funny luh, like usual. Bought icecream and bussed home w Baohui. (:

Zomg eye bags. :O

2007-09-11T17:45:00.000+08:00

Someday we'll know why I wasnt meant for you.

Thanks, Gillian, Amanda, Fiona for belated birthday wishes. :D

I realise I dont like being a follower sometimes.
I might have that kinda "Dont boss me around cos I dont give a damn to authority" attitute sometimes hahaha. :D
But I also realise I dont like being a leader sometimes though.
Like all the added responsibilities and DECISION-MAKING. (Cannot make it.)
Hahaha how contradicting. Then again I think everyone thinks this way at one point or another.

Devotion. SIGH. Judith you rock. -.- -.- -.- My group's support singer isnt coming this week. So I need to take over her. Then I was whining away. (Eh I sing like every other week can. -.- Somemore worship leader for the millionth time alr.)
Judith: "Either you sing this week.....
...
Or you sing for Singspiration"
Me: "WAH LAU OBVIOUSLY SING FOR GB RIGHT!"
GRRR. Then my worship leader didnt come today. So I choose songs again T_T Lazy.
But I think I'm v nice cos I didnt get angry hahaha. (: Also why I cant be leader luh. :O

I'm getting eye bags alr. :O RAWR. Pandaaa. :( Slept at 0210 last night. ZZZ.

Yay I got a bonus point for History! Along with like practically everyone in class. :O Lol.
English comprehension was SLEEPYYY, in more ways than just 1. The passage was on sleeping. WHICH I SOOOOO WANTED TO DO THEN. Tired. :( Got to sleep for 10 mins though! :D
Recess was lonely. :O Everyone was doing their SS. Which I completed. FOR ONCE I COMPLETED HOMEWORK THAT OTHERS DIDNT. Well maybe not first time. But definately one of the few times. :D
SS was YAY. :D Relief 'cher allowed us to listen to music. :O Felt so weird listening to music in class. Like it's so quiet and I suddenly feel like my earpiece magnified the music volume by 10 times. :O
Watched I do I do during CD. It's as funny as ever. :D Adaleen was suaning LTC like free liddat. LOLLL.
Amaths was !@#$%^. The entire lesson we were complaining about how useless Amaths is luh. Along with like 1234567890 other complaints about the entire education system esp the subjects given. I WANT TO DO SUBJECTS LIKE JULIANNE IN BOSTON LUH! Photography and all. :O Like at least things we're interested in as habits luh. So much more interesting and useful in life! Sickening. So like I was saying it makes no difference whether or not I take Amaths, cos it wont help anyway. Get zero/single digit all the time, might as well dont take. -.- -.- -.- Kns.
Physics was ZZZZZ. I hate Tuesdays. Double periods the whole way. :/ & THE LAST 2 HOURS ARE MY WEAKEST SUBJECTS. Great way to keep me awake & moralized. -.- -.- -.-

Bought food up to CCR, had Devotion practice, took down the school flag, completed zhou ji, handed it in, then bussed homeee. :D

Ohohoh. During CD today, LTC said "The more you love a person, the more you'll hate him/her when you break up"
I say: What nonsense.

Friends are love. <3

2007-09-10T21:40:00.000+08:00

(In order of the time) Julianne, Vanessa, Royston, Priya, Nadia, Shi Rui, Mr Bakar, Hui Guang, Jazzlyn, Cassandra, Bryan, Mandy, Sherwin, Tamlyn. Plus whoever wished me but isnt in either ytd's or today's list. (I might have missed you out accidentally! If yes then sorrrrry, and thank you!)

Thanks! :D

Today I'm quite a happy girl hahaha. Well school was pissifying though.

Okay so last night I slept at 0245. :( Was trying to mug for QA, which didnt help anyway. Rawr. It was an open-book test! ... & I think I'm gonna fail. Walaozxzx. Murder. Amaths was zzz. I MISS MR WEN LUH. :( He gave Baohui & me a thank you card for our Teachers' Day cum Farewell card. :D Super sweet luhhh. We wanted to cry manxzxz. :( English was ZZZ! She made me stand for like 50 mins cos I didnt do ONE freaking question. Kns. -.- -.- -.- Mr Hong made me do a question on the board. So like I GOT THE ANSWER HAHAHA. But I just did the working without stating the formula. Zzz. Then he said "That's quite typical of you ah, do without stating the formula first". OMG SUAN ME LIKE FREE. -.- Even though it's true but. >:(

Aliff your secret's safe w me okay! I'm so nice so you better stop bullying me during duty hor. >:(

Stayed back to do stupid Cheena HA. :( Zuo wen only! & IT'S FINALLY DONE. :D I'm not planning to hand in zhou ji till Wed. NO TIME TO DO TONIGHT. (& I'm still wasting my time here, zzz.) Lunched w Butt in school. Was walking up and ! :D those darlings happened to be walking back towards school. Holding a bouquet of roses! :D It was meant to be a surprise. It certainly succeeded though they let the cat out of the bag a million times. I didnt even hear at all luh. :O I think my hearing's failing me alr. -.-

So yeah today I got 3 presents!

(Pretty repetitive pictures ahead, sorry I didnt know which angle looked pretty. :D)

SHUWEN'S! A prettttty necklace. :D

Shuwen's card on the right, Basia's card on the left.

The back of Basia's card.

BASIA'S! A ginvera flower. (I think it is luh. Amanda Teo said so anyway. :O)

A petal dropped. :O Jas calls this petal the "He-loves-me petal". :D

3 lovely roses from 4 lovely girls - BAOHUI, SHERWIN, MANDY, AND JAZZLYN. (:

Emotive shots anyone? Ern did a nicer one previously but we didnt catch it on cam. :O Jas has another one of me in class. (:

Korkor! Hahaha.

I bought a necklace w this pendant ytd. :D

I think I'm such a fortunate girl. My friends got me such sweet presents. I'm one lucky girl luh. :D

Last post while being Queen of '07. :D

2007-09-09T23:55:00.001+08:00

Some pictures on my birthday!

Candid.

Aunty Pat, Mummy, Daddy.

Viki, Eileen, Baohui.
VIKI WAS TIPTOE-ING. :D
I like this picture hahaha.

Bestfriend.

Bestie's back view.

Viki's sunflower & card.

$128 - 3 angbaos. :D
From Aunty Sim, Aunty Pat, Aunty Ivy.

Bestfriend's Stitch & 'card'. I like the bag too. :D

Okay that's all. 5 more mins before I let someone else usrup my throne!

& I dunno what to countdown to next. :/

9 September 2007

2007-09-09T23:15:00.000+08:00

Ying Fang, Min Yi, Eileen, Viki, Paul Vin, Li Yang, Zhi Yin, Shu Wen, Ronald, Hemant, Mummy, Yang Lin, Jaired, Daniel Chia, Basia, Eka, Bao Hui, Sze-Ern, Aunty Sim, Korkor, Daddy, Iris, BirthdayAlarm.com (-.-), Jippy.com (-.-), Si Ni, Tabitha, Melissa, Rachel Ding, Joan, Teacher Winni, Sharlene, Jeryl, Jasmin, Hwa Xiang, Maurice, Felicia, Diane, Jun Xian, Carmen, Aunty Pat, Angelina, Chin Jin, Uncle Chan, Aunty Ivy, Kelly-Ann, Audrey, Yu'en, Amanda Ng, Xiuyin, lLeVi- (Friendster friend luh. Forgot who's he. :O), Pam.
49 - If I didnt count wrongly. :D (Minus the 2 computer generated ones, how can they be counted right. LOL.)

Thank you all. :D
It's in order of the time I received the wish (Cept for the last 2 who wished earlier)
LOVE!

Viki pops out from the stairway suddenly, holding a huge sunflower behind her back. :D Shuwen wishes me (again) over Viki's phone, thank you love. :D We sit in my room and chat for awhile. Then Baohui & Eileen came over. They make us look for them - Which was easy peasy. :D HAHAHA! 4 of us chat somemore in my room. They all fall in love with Wei Yang once again. Dad makes us cut fruits. I'm the Supervisor. :P We play mahjong. I win 3/8 games, including the first. :D We attempt to BBQ and I'm afraid my contacts melt. We eat BBQ. I'm sure I ate the most again. -.- We take pictures. We cut cake. We eat cake. I cant remember everything that we did. But I had my fun. :D My birthday wasnt wasted afterall. I feel loved. :D I'm v touched. The jubilation of the party are still lingering.

Side effects are = I'm so tired now. But I have incompleted homework. I think I'm not gonna be able to sleep tonight. :( I believe that I shouldnt do work on my birthday. It should be illegal or sth luh. But bestie reminds me that it's my birthday, so I shouldnt owe work. I need to think liddat. :( School's reopening tomorrow. Damn. What a spoiler. :(

Thank you everyone who made this day possible & so memorable. Love.

Officially turned 15

2007-09-09T18:00:00.000+08:00

(A huge thank you to the 41 who wished me alr!)

I hate this year's birthday. I still feel kinda lonely. Actually, not really. Today has been a spectrum of emotions. From midnight when all the midnight messages coming in from people wishing me hoping to be first, receiving messages from people in the morning upon waking up, up until mid-day when people still message me. Recieving each message makes me feel loved. People do remember. Even if it's just because of my blog announcements or (InsertWebsiteName).com reminders, it doesnt matter. :D A lonely birthday eve and birthday morning but I could feel the love from people who were willing to be with me, just unable to. Bestfriend eventually asking me out and spending the day with me at AMKHub, promising not to piss me off cos it's my birthday. :P Just that sometimes I wish my birthday wasnt today luh. I dunno whyyy... :(

But anyway I'm determined to enjoy the rest of these 6 hours I have left before I pass my throne to the 10 Sept babies. So I'm not gonna emo anymore today. :D Hahaha! Remember I own 9 Sept & I'm still Queen. :D Better not piss me off (esp) today! Cos that's mean. :P

I'm sorry if my sentences dont make sense. I'm trying to form coherent sentences but words always seem to fail me on my birthday like a curse omg. -.-

Last 25 mins being fourteen

2007-09-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

~~I dunno why, I, of all people, of all times, feel lonely now. :(~~
25 more mins.
Time seems to pass abnormally fast it's just... I dunno how to put it.
Seems like just ytd that I just turned 14. :O

Yay bling toenails. :D

2007-09-08T21:55:00.000+08:00

I feel touched! People asked me how I'm celebrating my birthday. Sadly, I dunno. -.- & I didnt know people would come if I was having BBQ leh. :O Anyway now I'm feeling happier about my birthday cos I'm not forgotten afterall. :D

I love GB meeting today! It felt like forever since we didnt have to wear GB uniform to GB meeting. :O NO OFFICERS AROUND CEPT FOR MS LUM. (: She led Devotion and Badgework. It's super funny. :D Wo xi huan. I realise I'm a lousy friend la. Really. (Oh I like this badge. V easy & thought-evoking) Roadblocks in relationships (OR STH LA cant be bothered to check my notes) I have 4.5/6 of the negative traits. :O Walao so zibei. :O

I like my bling toenails! WHY EVERYONE DONT LIKE MY BLING TOENAILS. :( (Glitter nail polish) I mean yes I like solid colours too. But looking at my toes and seeing bling toenails make me happy tooooo! Nvm I like my toenails. BLING. (:

Anyway why am I talking about toenails.

QBT with Butt. (:
(Yay. Finally!)
We were supposed to go to the gym. But we decided not to go in the end hehehe. :D Ate Tom Yam La Mian! :D (My goodness this morning I just imagined myself eating that for lunch today. I AM PYSCHIC) Then we went to Popular. Sat there and read the CSS mag. IT WAS ALL IN CHINESE. Butt just looked at pictures (Lousy) While I took my time to read. :D Bought post-its, YAY. (: Everything's making me happy now. :D (Even things like post-its, yeah) Walked around, sat at stairs, bussed home. Yadayada. :D Talked about OCD. It got really funny luh. Awesome. There werent problems needed to share hehehe. But Butt should you have any problems once school reopens we can always have QBT (again!)

I fell in love today! WITH A WHITE MANGO TOP. (: Hahaha. Walao. I saw it from the back and liked it alot, saw it from the front & fell in love with it! But it's $40. :(
Me: Butt! I fell in love leh.
Butt: With the top.
Me: OI. You're not supposed to say that you're supposed to say "REALLY????? With who with who with who?" and I'll keep you in suspense until you're getting home.
So anyway let me describe it to you.
It's from Mango, has an abstract picture on the front (Looks like a blogskin luh! Photoshopped with brushes) & it's just pretty. :D

Stepped into Isetan to look for FBTS.
Came out wanting to buy the entire shop. :O
(White Mango top!!!!!)

KFC for dinner. Omg ALL THE FATS and we didnt go gym today! I feel guilty. :O

I'm looking forward to a few million things! :D
BIRTHDAY! End of EOYs! Holidays! Holiday planned outings! Ms Lum's wedding!
But then again there's also. :(
HAs. The Mugging Period. EOYs. (OBS?) GB Annual Camp.
+ alot more stuff.

Oh nvm I shall not think about all this & take each day as it comes. :D

English ~~USSW x3~~
EMaths ~~Holiday assignment worksheet~~, revision worksheets and old worksheets (Leave it for future revision)
AMaths ~~Online learning worksheet~~, TYS (DUNNO HOW TO DO LA)
Chinese Zhou ji, zuo wen
Chemistry Ionic Equations worksheet
Physics Worksheet on Work, Energy and Power, old T3 worksheets (Leave it for future revision)
History SBQ (Left w half of the last question!)
Social Studies ~~Bonding Singapore worksheet & crossword puzzle~~, letter

The smaller font = I'm not gonna bother doing (But I'll TRY, if I have the time) / I'm done alr. :D

Omg I'm bloody pissed w the Amaths Elearn shit la. The stupid woman talk so fast I have a headache. Kns. -.- & I still have so much homework left. I DONT WANNA GO SCHOOL ON MONDAY. Anyway I finished most of the Amaths Elearn worksheet alr. Hehehe. :D But I dont understand anything. Nvm.

I think I'll go online at around 11pm tonight, in the meanwhile must chiong hw. GUAI RIGHT, yes I know. :D I dont intend to do homework tmr. Doing homework on my birthday?! It should be illegal or sth luh. -.-

Dhoom machale!

2007-09-07T16:45:00.000+08:00

Dhoom again and run away with me on a rollercoaster ride
Dhoom again and see your wildest dreams slowly come alive
Dhoom again we gotta break the rules and party all the time
Dhoom again we gotta steal the show you know that ain't no crime
(I only just realised it's an english song. :O)

Eileen Ng tagged me to do this.

Rules of the game:
Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about him/herself.
People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own 10 weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.
No tag backs! :D

1: I cannot cannot cannot stand unglam candid pics of myself. -.-
2: I like sneezing. :O
3: I like procrastinating but I hate wasting time.
4: I EAT ALOT. Really. :( I tend to have cravings EVEN IF I'M NOT HUNGRY.
5: I like singing but I cant sing. :O & I dont dare to sing solo in front of people.
6: I am very self-conscious and I always let people's opinions affect me. :O
7: I am quite easily contented but it doesnt take much to make me sad either.
8: I am a very competitive person and I hate losing. :X
9: I think I have slight OCD, LOL. I'm just kidding. Okay, to a certain extent.
10: I have a phobia of practically everything.

Hahaha do this!
> Basia, Shuwen, Zhiyin, Ying Fang, Paulvin, Rachel Ding.
(Hahaha sorry if you all dont wanna be tagged uh. I just chose randomly from my links. :D)

The 22 Madness. There were 4 in a row this morning. Around 3 bus stops away from each other.
First: Shuying's.
Second: Baohui's.
Third: Butt & Mr Wee's.
Fourth: Mine & Tiara's.
Apparently Shuying, Baohui and me got on our buses at almost exactly the same time. :D

Today = So not productive. Didnt do much during Emath remedial today. :/ Macs after school. ZOMG. I gained double the calories I lost ytd. That's like damn sad la. -.- Took videos there. :D Teh Ultra Funny. I laughed so much I think I have abs now. (: Bussed home w Buttie, missed my stop and walked home once again. I hope I shed some of the calories I gained today from that. (:

Took 6 videos.
- Starring Shuying Baohui Sherwin Mandy Hemant Aliff Ern and me.
- Same as above.
- Me & Ern's High School Never Ends (Failed cos I couldnt stop laughing)
- Ern's High School Never Ends.
- Ern's Fergilicious (Incomplete)
- Me & Ern's Lost Without You.
I'm only gonna post 2. :D The 2 that dont have me inside! :D Hahaha.

- Ern's High School Never Ends.

- Ern's Fergilicious (Incomplete)

2 more days only & I'm not looking forward to it anymore. :( Everyone = BUSY. Then again I dont think it'll be as bad as I think it'll be. I know, I'm not making any sense. Yeah I'm the kinda people who makes a big deal about my birthday HAHAHA I'm sorry.

C - - - ps. :(

2007-09-06T21:40:00.000+08:00

K---x is my new bestfriend. For the next 5 days or so.
LOL. If you dont get it, it's okay. (:
I hate red days, dont you just hate red days?
(Sorry if this = Too Much Information. I just rmbed. HAHAHA. I hope only the few of us sitting behind understand/rmb. Ern? Jul?)

My eye is okay alr. Hehehe. :D
Think I'm gonna wear contacts tmr,
Last day before they expire alr.

If I have a sleepover on Sat night,
The eve of my birthday,
Anyone interested not? :D
Girls only please. Hahaha.
Ma would freak out otherwise.

350 calories baby! :D

2007-09-06T15:30:00.000+08:00

YAY I think my parents are getting money.
Aint gonna disclose the figure here though. :D
My first (indirect) birthday present! I am happy. (:

I didnt do any work in the morning.
Wasted one whole morning leh. :(
My goodness I sound like a workaholic.
Nothing could be further from the truth.
Ew. HAs mostly undone. DIE. I forsee myself chionging hw on my birthday. -.-
Bah okay anyway nvm I dont think anyone got time to celebrate my birthday w me la. -.-
Well. We shall see. :D

Xiaxue's eBay shopping things look freaking nice. :O

Anyway, I dont like gymming when I'm having my blah. :(
Ew. But anyway I feel satisfied.
Not much cos my stamina really sucks now.
Mummy's stamina's better than mine.
Piang so malu.
But. Still!
BYEBYE FATS, even if VERY little hahaha. :D

The gym was flooded w guys luh. :O
I counted like less than 10 ladies?!
I like Tampines gym more. :D

Bathed, then we headed to Hougang Mall.
We WALKED there. :D YAY BURN FATS BURN FATS BURN FATS. (:
Then we ate at Hans. -.- Okay at least not Macs or sth.
Steakkk! (: Yay.
Bought donuts too! :D They looked so pretty luh.

I was spoilt for choice. :D Mummy chose 3 I chose 3 YAY. (:
(I'm not thinking about the fats here. DONT REMIND ME.)

ZOMG disjointed leg. :O Okay that's lame. Hahaha.

TWIN FEET WOR. Okay even lamer. -.-

This was taken on Tues. Didnt post pics of that day haha.
------ for you! See I so nice never say your name. HAHAHAHAHA. But you know who I'm talking about dontcha. (;

4 lovelies asked me out today but I'm not going out alr luh.
Ma's conquering HER work load,
ICA building would have closed by the time I reach. Sorry k Basia!
Butt's conquering Physics,
I think Baohui Mandy & Aliff would have stopped studying by the time I finally reach Pasir Ris.

Yay good day. :D

2007-09-05T15:00:00.000+08:00

Today I feel v satisfied. (:
- I woke up on time.
- The bus came just as I reached the bus stop.
- Butt was on the same bus as me. So I didnt reach school too early alone.
- I managed to do the Emaths extra lessons worksheet questions. Almost all the questions alright! Even though it's a simple topic but still, you know how bad my Maths is. To top it off I finished it within the time limit set. I'm in no way boasting. I'm just happy I managed to concentrate today. Well done Emma!
- I got sth off my mind today. BUTT. :D My sentiments exactly!
- KFC was fun. I nearly choked on my drink cos I was laughing at Vanessa. I laughed so much I think I have abs now. (:
- I missed my stop again. But I walked home and I feel happy. I'm contemplating getting off the bus a few stops away everyday & walking home from there! I need the exercise mannn. My stamina is like so blah and I'll just die during OBS. I mean like I cant even run after the bus without getting tired. :O Plus I'm getting fatter, really!
- I deleted like 15 archives. Yay Blogger isnt gonna lag as much now. :D
- Yay. My family rocks. (: Everytime I say I'm craving for sth to eat, daddy/mummy/korkor will get it for me the next day. xD
- I'm trying to do my HAs, but I DONT UNDERSTAND HISTORY AT ALL. :( But that's not the point. The point is, I'm actually not slacking my ass off the entire day. xD

I'm feeling moody

2007-09-04T20:45:00.000+08:00

- I dont know who I can trust.
- Sometimes I think that people are being insensitive, maybe I'm just too sensitive that's why.
- I think if I'm someone else I wouldnt wanna befriend myself. -.-
- I think I'm getting a fever again. Dunno why I feel v tired and nauseous.
- I'm feeling greedy. Ha. But I'm v full & attempting to diet. Plus ma refuses to fetch me to Heartland Mall just to buy food. Not that I'm surprised la. A bowl of soup and that's my dinner. Yes burn fats burn fats burn fats.
~~- I hope Physics tmr is cancelled please. I'm lazy to stay back for 3 hours to sleep in class. Might as well go home sleep in the comfort of my own room. Stupid classroom not even comfy. -.-~~
- YAY Physics IS cancelled afterall. (: Now I dunno what to do after Emaths. Have a feeling I'll kena pangseh tmr. Aiya dunno luh.

Catalyst

2007-09-04T15:45:00.000+08:00

Yes I know my swollen eye is so swollen & fugly. :( RAWR.

4 hours of Chemistry today. But I think crash courses like these are kinda cool. Sit in the auditorium and look intellectual (I wore specs today and I think it makes me look smart. Ern calls this The-Style-But-No-Substance symptom) I just like the atmosphere of being in the auditorium it thrusts me into high-class studying mode. The classrooms just make me feel sleepy. I'm not looking forward to Emaths and Physics crash courses. I'll be rotting my ass off in school from 9.30am - 4pm tmr. Yay me, now how fun does that sound?

Macs for breakfast and lunch at KFC = FAT. :( Aliff, Joel, Jia Jun, Kannapan and me thought that Chem starts at 8am. So we got there 1/2h too early. -.- It starts at 8.30am luh. Was forced to finish my hotcakes which was uber filling. :(

Basia called me on the bus ride home. Talked for almost 20 mins before I kupped. Was planning to study once I reach home. But I'm still here blogging. =.=

A brown and white day!

2007-09-03T21:20:00.000+08:00

My eye is so swollen, Minyi, Baohui, Mandy were like "Whoa!" when they saw it. HAHAHA. Okay not funny. Pain & ugly manxzxz! >:(

All of us were uberly late today. :D
Mandy: 50 mins late.
Baohui: 1 hour late.
Minyi and me: 1.5 hours late. :D
LOL. We were practically competing to be later. Being late uh, CONFIRM I OWN! :D Lol.

Saw Ms Lum & her boyfriend. I kept saying they're v cute luh. :D But it's true! Oh. It so happens that her boyfriend is a BB officer. We decided to be the GOH for the march-in ceremony. :D Then we let the boys be carpark attendant. LOL. :D

Lunch, library, macs, walking-around-doing-practically-nothing, home.

Definition of holiday:
A day free from work that one may spend at leisure
BUT. THINK HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENTS & UPCOMING EOYS.
Holiday?
HMMM, I dont think so.

Bao.

Effect cool right!

Minyi and me. :D

Minyi.
+ My fingers haha. :D

Short & fat fingers? Hahaha. :D Minyi's.

Taken last Friday. Old pic I know but I just sent it over from her phone that's why. (:

Mandy.

Mine's hot Milo! :D

Lol.

I was trying to open my eyes bigger in the second pic. Apparently it doesnt help much. -.-

Notebooks.

Racial Harmony Day! Old pic I know but I just sent it over from her phone that's why. (:

[Edit]
From Minyi's blog. :D

[/Edit]

But. That, was then. :(

2007-09-02T13:20:00.000+08:00

First you say you wont,
then you say you will
You keep me hanging on,
but we're not moving on
We're standing still
You've got me on my knees
It's killing me

I like the acoustic version of Jenny! :D More than the original version.

I realise I ought to stop being lazy and link anyone I know. Or at least linked me. Instead of wait for people to ask me to link them first. Hahaha. Cos I realise alot of NDP girls linked me alr. :O Oh em gee. I didnt know so many people knew this. Hahaha.

It's SEPTEMBER now. :D First Sunday of the month! SECOND SUNDAY OF THE MONTH - Please take note. Extremely impt date. I know everyone's complaining that holidays aint like holidays cos of the workload & upcoming exams. It's alright, I shall proclaim it a holiday for everyone. :D HAHAHAHAHA. Why am I so excited about getting old. :O Besides I doubt this birthday would be better than last year's... :( Last year's was good in a sense but bad in another sense. :O I'm not making much sense. No pun intended. :D

Read my previous blog's archives just now. :D NDP 06 - today's date 06. So many things have changed. Ha.

My eye is reaaally swollen. :(
& I cant open it now. :/
Bye.

[Edit]
Slept my afternoon away and my eye's still hurting alot. :(
Dinner at AMK. Then walked around w bestie.
She came over and we talked for over an hour. :D
[/Edit]

I'm trying to read between the lines
you got me going out of my mind

Chaotah vs uncooked. :O

2007-09-02T01:00:00.000+08:00

Today's alr Sunday!
Happy birthday JolTan. :D
Happy belated birthday Esther Sun. :D

I reached home at midnight. Wow I feel like Cinderella. (:

GB meeting is getting more and more... draggy. My throat felt v tight during Devotion. :O So like couldnt sing properly. Bahhh. Aiya nth much. I cant rmb anything anyway. :/

Went to KFC for lunch. :D We spent 3 hours and 10 mins there. Eating and chatting. Yay the chatting was goooood! Exchanged stories about The Unknown. Freaky but at the same time, intriguing. :O Sidetracked to alot of other nonsense also.

Went to HQ for the NDP BBQ. Bas, BH, Van, JolTan, Mand & I went. Didnt do much there la. Wasnt in phototaking mood nor playing mood. :/ Sat around talking to Basia. :D Roasting marshmellows and looking at the stars w0rhxzxz. Yes I illustrated it until sounds v romantic doesnt it. LOL. I'm just kidding. But it's technically true la! We were peng-ing our marshmellows and it was outdoors under the sky. LOL.

Back to my post's title, Chaotah vs uncooked. :O Which one's worse?!?!?! Omt I ate both today. Eeeks.

There were a few BB officers there. 2 from 49th. No wonder I seemed to have seen them somewhere before. They're like damn funny la. Omt.

My right eye swollen until CMI alr la. -.- Walao. Damn pain cannn. Rawr.

Ma sent Bas & BH home. Then came home, blogged hopped, then blogged. :D

Alright so here's some pics. :D

Taken Thursday morning. Before I left for school. The moon's like super bright. :O

Baohui, Viki, Shirui and Shuying.

Yay our shooooes! I like the grass background. (:

For today's pictures.....

I look damn ugly in them la. :( My right eye was so painfully swollen that I cant open my eyes properly so they look like slits. Somemore v tired. :(

Vanessa. :D

Zhiyin. :D

Same socks leh! :D Vanessa's and mine. Hers is the faded version (Left)

Baohui's and mine. :D

Yay blue owns. :D Hahaha.

Sir Patrick Liew, me & Karyin! :D

Yayyy Patrick Liewww. (:

Sir EH Tan. :D

Karyin. :D

Sir HK Yeo. :D

Marshall (Brandon) WH Lye (Fishball King). :D
... I dunno why he's called Fishball King. :O

Basia. :D

Alright that's all. I SHALL GO SLEEP NOW. TIRED! But dunno why dont feel like sleeping that's why I came here to blog.

& I still dont feel like sleeping actually. :O Omg what's wrong w me.

Today was a bad day. Yes. AGAIN. Wth. :(

2007-08-31T18:45:00.000+08:00

Read the title.

Now I'll explain.

FIRST. The whole day I felt v lost. I dunno why. :( Like everything's a big mess in front of me liddat.
SECOND. Results suck like crazy la. My L1R5 is a freaking 27 if I'm not wrong. I'm so comforting aint I? I think I got last in level. -.- I'm not planning to surrender my results slip until the last day of holidays. :D & I'm gonna make ma sign it man. If dad sees it well, I'm screwed. I got 3 points better than I expected though, haha. :D That's why I wasnt TOO sad la. Just kinda disappointed... :( I COULD HAVE GOTTEN ANOTHER 3 POINTS BETTER. All the going-to-reach-next-grade kinda results. IRRITATING.

English: A1!
Emaths: C5.
Amaths: D7.
Chinese: A1!
Chemistry: B3.
Physics: D7.
History: A2!
Comb. Humans SS + Lit: B3.
L1R5: 15. :D

I believe I can do it lah. Even though I'm stupid but yeah, I CAN DO IT. (: & I know I'm not aiming v high (Amaths & Physics only!) & I understand the Reach For The Moon, If You Miss You'll Still Get The Stars OR HOWEVER IT GOES LUH. But I also know that we must be more realistic. -.- If I actually pass those 2 subjects, LOL. :D Anyway I shall focus on the others first! (: At least make sure I pass well enough to get promoted next year.

THIRD. Got kinda pissed off during hall programme. Basia knows why. :D
FOURTH. Okay shall not mention sth. :(
FIFTH. My eyes were swollen today. I dunno why. :( & I still wore my contacts and they dropped out a few times. But I forgot to bring my specs. :/ & I practically had to force them out of my eye when I got home lah. :/ Dunno why it was like..... stuck there liddat. -.- Piang, pain okay.

Well not-happy-but-it's-not-sad-either-anyway stuff,
All my latecoming councillors were deployed to do hall duties. -.- In the end left Mr Wee, Ms Tan, Aliff & me. Aces Day was plain weird. So attract attention. Some councillors were like doing it in the canteen la. Machiam platform can. -.- Anyway it was fun la. :D Cos we didnt do much. Lee Seng kept making me laugh w his stupid antics can. -.- All of us had cramps at the end. But not from doing exercise. From laughing too much la. -.- We had so much leftovers from class party... :/

Three-one-st. (:

I had a bad day. :(

2007-08-30T19:25:00.000+08:00

RAWR. Today sucked hardcoreee.

FIRST. Latecoming. But nvm I'm not gonna blog that here. I completed 4 days of statistics within duty time today. But I dont take all the credit. Yeah I did it on my own, but with the incentive to go IN YOUR FACE that kinda thing.
SECOND. I have no idea what possessed me to answer a History question w a no-link answer la. Oh the embarrassment. But that wasnt too bad. Nonsense answers in History are really common.
THIRD. My Lit results arent ideal. I need to do really well for Lit to pull my Comb. Humans up. :(
FOURTH. Physics test was so damn freaking difficult. I got damn pissed I went crazy. Literally. I crushed up my testpaper.
FIFTH. Stupid Physics test ate up our Recess. I DIDNT GET TO FINISH MY CUP NOODLES. :( Heartpain.
SIXTH. My bag was freaking heavy. I LUGGED BACK ALL MY BOOKS TO MUG OVER THE HOLIDAYS ALRIGHT. Yes I'm a good girl. :D
SEVENTH. The stupid drinks drove me nuts too. Baohui & me had to buy 4 bottles of drinks for tmr's class party. :( HEAVY. But thanks Paulvin. We carried the drinks to his house there and he helped us take it to his house. Yay. Imagine carrying all that home. T_T
EIGHTH. I overslept for the million time again. Well it's not a big deal actually. Cos I always do that. But just to add on to the list. :D

So yes I had the worst day ever. Well maybe not WORST, but still, terrible.

Done ranting, goodbye.

Blues and pinks

2007-08-29T18:00:00.000+08:00

I think that elder brothers who care for their little sisters are v sweet guys. :D
Random. Yeah. So like sometimes my brother's an idiot but sometimes he's v nice. :D Yay to caring elder brothers!
Alright I shall not be random anymore.

I WANNA GO BACK TO MARYMOUNT ON FRIDAAAAAY LEH. Rachel (Ding) are you reading this? :D But honestly speaking by the time I reach there I think school close alr la. -.-

Today wasnt a emotions rollercoaster. It was just mainly up and down. :D GO DECODE THE CODE IN MY USAGE OF COLOURS BELOW. (No prizes for correct answers.)

I felt so... alone in the morning.
From stepping into school up until recess. :/
Even though I got to talk to Basia Viki Shuwen, & Julianne during homeroom. (:
I usually always like recess. :D
I got 8/8 for English synonyms test! :D
But it's alr counted into overall so cant ask Mdm Low to add it in. I WANT MY ENGLISH A2. :(
Chinese passed by rather quickly. (:
I knew how to do some Emaths questions for the revision test, APPLAUSE PLEASE.
But I lost interest in doing it halfway.
So I left half the paper blank. :X
MS TAN WAS MY PARTNER FOR HISTORY AND I KINDA FREAKED OUT.
I just kept quiet the entire time. -.-
But though I'm scared of her I hope she's not leaving next year! :(
& I realise my face turns red VERY EASILY.
I thought my face turned white actually. But BH said it was very piiinkkk.
I SCREWED UP HISTORY TEST.
Ahhh thanks a lot Hemant. :O
WHY WERE YOUR QUESTIONS SO DIFFICULT HUH!
They said the questions I came up with were difficult too, YAY ME.
But I wished my questions were easier. WE HAVE TO AVERAGE OUR MARKS OMG. :(
I got the Devotion transparencies. One thing off my to-do list now.
But I need to get 1 more song from Mandyyy.
:D
Felicia makes me both happy and sad. :O
:D

Teehee & I'm done! (: See the pattern up there? It's not that obvious right. -.- (OKAAAY, convincing much?)

I think that's all byebye.

Sherwin's and mine!

This necklace v cute right! :D

I like my cybershot's effects. Looks like a watercolour painting. :D

Jazz just sent this to me ytd. (:

Histronics

2007-08-28T19:15:00.000+08:00

I didnt get to tell him
All the things I had to say

Today was such a mixture of emotions I dunno how to describe the day luh. :O

Lazy (Just woke up)
Happy (Sender, not content)
Guai (I did my Latecoming statistics, completed 2-3 days!)
Sian (Walao eh I still have a gazillion days of statistics to do. Too much slacking during duty. :O)
Content (Completed History questions, didnt do SEQ too badly)
Happy (20/20 for recent vocab test! :D)
Disappointed (English overall missed B3 by a teeny weeny little bit)
Happy (Recesssss. I shall not explain why)
Relieved (I passed Social Studies despite getting 2/13 for one test)
Accomplished (I understand A LITTLE of Amaths this term - I hope)
Sad (Mr Wen's leaving. I hate goodbyes for long periods of time. Sigh)
Relieved (Mrs Chan didnt come during Physics lesson. YAY. I was afraid she'll sit next to me. -.-)
Happy (5 of us got to chit chat even though for awhile only. :D)
Irritated (Cant get the rhythm for Refiner's Fire luh. :O)
Bored (I dont like waitinggg, machiam waste time. :/)
Emo (I suddenly thought of some things, bah)
Emotionless (Stoned)
Accomplished (MY CONTACTS DIDNT DROP OUT AT ALL TODAY. Plus they dont feel dry at all. SOME APPLAUSE PLEASE)

Actually I feel like this many times. :/ Hahaha. I realise afternoons are emo times of the day when I just stone for no reason whatsoever. :O

Like I mentioned, Mr Wen's leaving now. I used to think his teaching sucks hardcore. :/ But I realised this term I understand more Amaths than I ever did. :( & I dunno why, trainee teachers always seem to impact me. :/ & I realise they always say their farewell speech with emotive slides to us. Ytd I promised myself to pay full attention to Amaths today. For once Amaths passed really quickly lah. :O His last lesson w us! :( I read the first slide and felt like crying alr. Read the second slide and tears rolled down. :/ I'm like the only 1 who actually cried. HA! I dunno why. Such things always make me cry luh.

Heard a song on the radio on the way home. I was sleeping, but suddenly woke up. I dunno why. Listened to the lyrics & realised someone put it in his nick before.

That necklace is so cute. :D

2007-08-27T21:00:00.000+08:00

Hello. :D

I'm sorry Feliciaaaaa. Didnt mean to hit you so hard. Really. :(

So I cant rmb anything interesting happening during school today. :O
(In fact I cant rmb much about school. :/)

Oh 'cept I failed Amaths (SURPRISE)

But this time I didnt get below 20%. :D
Who would be happy seeing a low score. Really.
Of course I wasnt happy to get so lousy la. -.-
But still, it's an improvement. Though REALLY slight.
& I'm third from bottom in class la. -.-
Practically the whole class passed!
Did really well somemore la.
Omg. 3G = mugging class.
With some exceptions, like me. -.-
Dammit. I dread seeing class position.
I'll be bottom few for once can. :(
(Sounds damn bhb. -.-)

My English persuasive speech essay was so boring I fell asleep writing it.

We were given 45 mins to write,
I JUST completed it la. -.-
Dozed off for awhile before completing my essay,
Leaving 1 whole segment to chiong in the last 4 mins, dammit. -.-

GB meeting was kinda pathetic.

We didnt get much out of it. -.-

Roti prata is fattening, gosh. :(

But it's yummy. :D

291-ed. Baohui's and my first time. :D

But at least I know it goes to the interchange. -.-

TM-ed for some birthday presents.

Bought quite alot of stuff. :O

ITE guys asked for Sherwin's hp number.

SHERWIN YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD THEM D'S NUMBER.
He'll whack them. :D

Baohui has fate w a certain someone. :P

Baohui I told you I'll blog this. (:

Purple FBTs, I'm tempted to buy them.

Even though I said I wont buy anymore FBTs 'cept for 1 more black high-cut.
Anyway, it doesnt go well w our skin colour luh. :/
BUT STILL IT LOOKED PRETTY. :(

Felt like doing what I wanted to do on Sat again today.

& I DID IT ALR YAY. :D

Cant rmb anything more nowww. :O

Goodbye. :D

It was a pinky day. :D

2007-08-26T20:40:00.000+08:00

OMG. Super gan dong. Sir EH Tan, YOU ROCK. :D
(I cant rmb where I stood in the contingent pics posted there.)
Anyway I'm happy I didnt look too spastic in the pics of me. :D

-

Taken quite awhile ago, after watching movie. Shuying's hamsters are inside the box, I wonder how they are now.

Jas. :D Those stuff are..... top secret. :D But you'll find out what they are in due course.

Ytd. We were saluting cos in GB uniform. :D I like salutes as shadows. Because it looks v straight. LOL.

At the school steps to the hall.

-

Alrights. So today went for my niece's 1 year birthday celebration @ Costa Sands. Was dying of boredom there. :( Wished I would run into someone I knew there so that I'll look like some sociable person with friends everywhere and not some loner. -.- Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATASHA. :D

That's the little birthday girl.

Xueying, Natasha, Brian.

She threw tantrums cos we were too busy taking pictures and she couldnt wait to lay her hands on the knife to cut her cake. LOL.

Wong Min (?) my other neice. :D She's v cute. Always offer her goodies to the others. :D Hahaha. For example that bag of Ruffles she's eating. Alamak I think if it was me I'll be hugging the whole bag to myself. -.-

Two of them fighting for a water bottle. LOL.

I know she zao geng. But please ah guys, she's only 2.5 years old hor. LOL.

*GASP*

(:

They will be calling me 'Biao yi' and 'Biao gu' when they know how to call people. Omg I sound so old. :O

My hair looked pretty today. :D &
Isnt the heart pendant pretty. :D Aunty Patricia gave it to me, from Royal Selangor (?) leh. :D Branded. :P

So Shawn won

2007-08-26T00:50:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. Okay. :/ I'm no die-hard fan of anyone afterall. I'll not talk about this either anyway. Doesnt really concern me anyhoos. :D

Alrights. So Friday I slept for 10.5h again. :D No weird dreams this time.

Friday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHELD. :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAZZLYN. :D

I dont rmb much but I rmb PE rather distinctively. HMMM, I wonder why huh. -.- So anyway decided to run 2.4km again. Attempt to get my Gold timing luh! (If I ran 30 secs faster than my previous timing I'll get Gold for NAPFA) Well it failed. I was 8 seconds to failing actually. -.- Thanks for the motivation guys. Really. So xia suey, therefore I wanted to run faster, LOL. So yes I was motivated. (: I was 9th I think. So the people behind me all failed. :/ Joel's the ultimate! Fail by 2 seconds only. -.-

I failed Maths horrendously, LOL. 7th in class.......... from the bottom. :D Before moderation la. But I s'pose it'll be around the same after moderation la anyhoos. Omt. I'm so screwed. -.-

Chapel was alright. (: Ate cup noodles then went to help Jas w the Teachers' Day stuff. Was really tired. :/ Left school at around 1630. Finally went to the optician. :D Got bi-weekly contacts and eyedrops. :D Got $6 off for the contacts and my specs fixed for free. So I'm happy. Okay fine, I know, I'm so cheapo. :(

Saturday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELINE. :D
I got my I/C letter! (:
I'm turning 15~

I'm TALL alright. I stood at the corner for drill. :D & I'm so proud of myself that I continued marching when I'm supposed to continue marching. :D Fine I dont make sense. I dunno how to phrase it la. -.- Anyhoos GB meeting was normal. It always is. Nth much luh. :/ Siaaaaanxzxz.

I WENT FOR P&D TODAY. I know, I am such a good girl. (: TEEHEEHEE! & I also went because I'm 2nd NCO I/C and Butt would have to do everything alone if I didnt go. Eh, TOUCHED AINT YOU BUTTIE? (: & I wanted to try being NCO I/C for an event also la. :D Hohoho. Took attendance and all that. I realise I cant balance on a bus. -.- Like I nearly fell off my seat when taking attendance, thankfully Buttie held me back. :D

P&D was as boring as I rmb. Well not AS BORING luh. But still, boring. Waited for forever for them to start. Got pissed by some people. Slept during the message, oops. Then was promotions and awards. Missed the NCOs Dedication cos I was playing w the toilet facilities. Nice smelling soap and automated tissue dispensers. Staff toilet means staff toilet, so zhai one. I think PHS staff always go there slack and play w the automated tissue dispenser. :D Damn cool lor. :D

Sherwin's DI badge is DA COOL SHIZXZX! :D

& I have been wanting to do sth since Drill today. The people seated around me during P&D know. :D LOL. (To whom it may concern, I havent done it yet! Now dont need alr leh. -.-)

Bus ride back was fun. :D & I was very happy, VERY! :D

The GB girls went for the Live Telecast at SHSS, IN FULL UNIFORM. First we were lazy to change, second we didnt know if we had time to change, third some girls didnt bring their school uniforms and we believe in ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE including the officers alrights! (: At first I was kinda happy w the agreement also. But I started complaining when we got to the hall. Like damn extra la omg. :/ Ohwell we werent on teleee. In fact we were MIA quite alot of the time. -.- Watched a little.

Heard that alot of guys decided to go once they heard Fiona Xie's our host. LOL. Didnt get any photos with/of her. :( Bah.

Rest of the time was spent touring the school @ night. All those stories got to me, I was freaked out. :( Didnt help that a few nights ago I dreamt that I was in school and it was...... you get the idea. :( So yes I was reluctant to go but I didnt wanna stay downstairs alone either. I wished someone was there. :X I was closing my eyes quite alot of the time. :/ First we went as the 6 GB girls. Then we got some guys to go along. 7 guys made the number of nightwalkers THIRTEEN. :/ Aliff suddenly jumped out of a corner, and I got a freaking huge shock. I sat on the floor and cried. :/ It wasnt scary it was plain shock-y. :/ In fact the whole walk was only scary due to paranoia really. Baohui got it much worse. She went to the old block toilet and they turned off the lights and closed the door. She cried too.

Waited for ma at the main gate. I'm so proud of myself. I bao chi-ed my xing xiang okay! :D:D:D:D:D Shall not elaborate. Teeheehee. Sherwin even thought I didnt notice that's why. :P

Ate supper then went home. :D Reached home 11+. I wore my contacts for 16 hours today. :/ Eyes v tired. :(

Sunday.
By the time I post this, it'll be Sunday alr. 26th! So,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINYI! :D

Whao v v v long post today. :D Hahaha. I dont think there's anything else I forgot. (: GOODNIGHT!

Just found this on Friendster. :D

2007-08-23T19:50:00.000+08:00

:)

(Top row, second from right)

Yi cun guang yin yi cun..... HOWEVERITGOES. -.-

2007-08-23T18:20:00.000+08:00

"If you get there before I do,
Dont give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through,
I dont know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down,
Darling wait and see.
And between now and then,
Till I see you again,
I'll be loving you.
Love, me."

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BASIA AND FIONA! :D

Basia: tWiiNiiEx ! Sorry havent gotten you anything. I got it alr but it's incomplete. :( We'll give it to you tmr alright! Hehehe. We'll go make our I/Cs together soon. I havent gotten my letter. :( Stay pretty & happy alwaaaays okays! Dont be angry (esp at me) ever okays. You're scary when you're angry! (I just realised I'm repeating almost everything from my sms to you. Okay end here. -.-) I love you! :D

Fiona: HELLO. Sorry I didnt get you anything either! :( Anyways, stay pretty and SEXY. :D & I love you! :D Like what I told Basia, dont be angry (esp at me) ever okays. You're scary when you're angry! :/

I bombed my Kou Shi. :( Got like damn pissed cos I'm last. Waste time sia. -.- Was the timekeeper. I havent seen so many FivePointZeroZeroPointZeroZeros lah. :/ Okay well not really lah. Human reaction time after all. Cant possibly be 50000 everytime. Was entertaining myself by watching the volleyballers train. Which wasnt v entertaining really. -.- So anyway I couldnt read alot of words. :( & I didnt understand the question! Thankfully, Mdm Li said I did quite alright. I can speak fluently and I got on the right track for the conversation just in time. But I didnt organize my answer well and went out of point at the beginning. Still got more of My Oral Story but I repeated it too many times, sian repeat liao.

Thanks to a council meeting, we missed most of History. Yay. Watched video during Elect. Lit. :D The guy looks v spastic. :/ If my brother's like him I'll just faint. But anyway it shows his concern for his sister..... right? :/ Ha. Anyway I dont like that guy luh. :X

I lost & found my council tie badge today. Thanks to JASMIN. :D (She said I MUST blog about this.)

English vocab test was goooood. :D Ms Tan came to observe SS lesson today. PRESSURE. Chem experiments were fun again. But I still cant do it well. :( Ammonia stinks, big big big big big time. My eyes were nearly watering. :( & I love my lab partner. :D

Happy Birthday Ms J. Gan

2007-08-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

Chinese results are really horrendous.
Dropped from 1st in class to 10th in class, just imagine man.
I'm supposed to get A1 for Chinese.
5 marks were lost because of careless mistakes.
Got a A2 (37/50) for the paper and B3 for overall.
Was really disappointed, I cried. :(
Okay shall not say anymore. :(

I think sometimes my expectations of myself are too high.
& I'm too competitive for my own good.
Ironically, I give up v easily too.
Gee, I'm weird. o.O
But I guess I know what I want. (:

OBS!
Skipping 1 week of school,
Council's going as one group,
I wanna get sea expedition,
I dont even know if I wanna go,
I'm most scared of fricking high elements,
Aiya dunno luh.

Colating the Most Caring Teacher (OR WHATEVER LA) forms were da crazyness. :(
Skipped 20 mins of class,
Went directly to the lab w Aliff,
Juniors saw us on the way there,
"Or horrr, pon class go dating ah!" -.- -.- -.-
I dont understand today's experiments. o.O
I have no idea why I dont.

Priya: Eh. Lend me marker. Throw.
Me: *Throws, misses by a mile*
Priya: Your precision sucks.
Me: It's not me, it's the air resistance. (:
HA. :D I rock maaan!

History was really funny today. :D
She asked SS questions AND History questions.
& I love stupid answers, they're v funny.
(Unless I'm the one giving stupid answers. Which means most of the time la. -.- But still, NOT FUNNY OKAY. I. Am. Trying. :D)
Esp from people like Randy.
I realised my SS sucks. Hardcore. :(
Anyhoos I couldnt answer her question today. :(
God bless me. I need to study my SS for History tmr alr. -.-
(& YAY it's Thursday! I like Thursdays. :D Kinda...)

SS remedial was useless la.
I alr know everything she taught us. :(
Baohui also cos we are forced to rmb in History. :/

Put back transparencies in the GB room.
Vanessa played the guitar and we saaanggg. (:
Played volleyball in front of the volleyballers.
I embarrassed myself. :(
Fine I have no ball sense no dance sense no musical sense. -.-
Oh how demoralizing~
& I HAVE A MILLION THINGS TO ADD TO THAT LIST.
Rawr. :( I shall start getting emo. (:

I hate getting birthday presents.
They're huge headaches. :(
I never know what to get for people. :/
& I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT FOR MY BIRTHDAY LEH. :(
(Btw I dont mind belated presents so "Your birthday is during the holidays so I cannot give you present" is not an excuse. :D)
(I'm only half-kidding.)
(Nah just kidding. I am kidding. :D)

I can never give way to bicycles.
I expect them to steer clear away from me.
They can ring their bells a million times,
I dont move aside until someone pulls me.
LOL it's been liddat since, last year? -.-

I know that I'm really irresponsible now. :(

2007-08-21T19:40:00.000+08:00

Counted the History questions which I'm supposed to look after, and realised I lost 1-2 questions. :(
Now what should I do.
Nvm I'll go dig the questions out. SOMEHOW. It's gotta be SOMEWHERE right? :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTFRIEND. :D
Happy Birthday Michelle (Sim) :D
Happy Birthday Amanda (Teo) :D

Apparently I missed out of some drama at Latecoming cos of the short GB meeting. Nvm. I heard the story first-hand. (: Anyway, we were kinda worried cos Ms Tan would kill us if we're so late again esp when there's a test. So imagine our elation when we saw a relief teacher. :D & I think I screwed up my SEQ. I finished before the time ended, for the first time ever so I'm worried it's too short.

SS was alot of fun. :D I did almost the whole worksheet without going to the stupid website. Because my computer was lagging like siao. After the first period we started going to blogs and everything WITH PERMISSION. (: "I can act blind but not deaf". Relief teacher, you da man! :D

CD2 was fun. :D Went to the Auditorium to watch videos. Say no to sex okay! Lol. Then watched Children of Heaven. We started from the start again (Watched it ytd) and stopped at nearly the same scene. Yawn. -.- My quote of the day: "Kor, ni de xie zi hen da. Pao kuai kuai hui diao chu lai" from the Chinese version, Homerun. :D I kept saying this today. I dunno why.

Amaths! Walao sleep until damn shiok. :D

I wanted to eat spaghetti! But no more. WALAO. :( Looked at the Sec 2s copying Chinese words. HAHAHA. Damn suey, punishment so jialat one sia. I think can fight w Ms Tan! :O Mdm Li made all the HCL (Not Hydrochloric Acid!) students copy 65 words and sentences if they get ONE word wrong. Multiply it for multiple mistakes. (:
Joey: "I think Mdm Li after becoming officer become siao liao!"
LOL. The girl who ushered for P&D w me last year. :D "Walao v zibei leh usher all the PBB girls who have 4 stripes when we have none". Hahaha. :D

Went to watch the auditions! Well only went to watch for 3G actually. :/ Waited for forever before they started, zzz. :/ Then watched the next item. WALAO SUPER CUTE. :D Sec 1s singing! 1 boy and 1 girl. Damn cute laaa! All of us were going crazy cos IT'S SUPER CUTE. :D

Fahmi, you owe me an icecream treat. :D Macs w Baohui and Fahmi. Grace, Fel, Fi, Mand, Jud joined us later. Went back to school again cos Baohui needed the toilet. Then waited for mummy missing three 22 buses while waiting. -.- Thank you Baohui for waiting w me! And counting the History questions w me. :D

Okay so back to the History questions.

GREAT.

Cant find leh. Butt please rewrite your question. CR if you submitted it please rewrite your question too. If you didnt then nvm. But I dont exactly think you'll read this. HA. Thank you tWiiNiiEx for conveying the message. :D

5000th visitor hehehe. :D

2007-08-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

Maths test went pretty well. Considering my standards. At least I know I wont get zero! Well, I hope. :D But really I doubt so. :D
Lit test was alright too. Nth much la. :/ & I'm pretty proud of my previous test result! :D Finally sth satisfying. :D 17/25. Yay! :D
Chem test was quite good! :D I only didnt know how to put the charges and state symbols. Which are quite impt actually. Guessed them all. :D Mr Bakar said my answers are correct! :D But I need to state the charges. Oops. Die.
Chinese test was alright la. Considering ytd when I flipped the shou ce I didnt know half the words there. -.- I hope I dont do too badly. (:
& I shant talk about the rest of school. Cant rmb anything. -.-

I PMS-ed in the afternoon. So I'm sorry alright Baohui. Didnt mean to. I dunno why I just felt pissed at the world. :(

Ate lunch at TM w Baohui, Shuying, Joel, Jon Ang, Jiajun, Johan, Reuben.
Watched Bourne Ultimatum w Baohui, Shuying, Gladys, Joel, Jon Ang, Jiajun, Deon, Kanappan, Reuben.
Alright show la. I actually understand snippets of it leh. :D Not bad huh?
But not the kind I'll really watch. :/ No funny parts at all leh walao! :O I think the guys were more entertaining.
Went 'separate ways' after that. Left w Baohui, Shuying, Joel, Deon, Kannapan, me.
(You realise the names are almost in the same order. Copy & paste job. :D)
Thought of really stupid things to entertain ourselves,
Including stuff like walking me home from Tampines. WALKING.
(I really wanna do that one day. Yes I'm serious. :D Someone accompany me!)
In the end we walked Joel home,
Then went somewhere near school.
Slacked, then the guys waited for the girls' parents to come.
There goes my xing xiang,
The guys made me laugh like siao today.
Ah but I had fun. :D

Everyone knew it but me

2007-08-19T19:55:00.000+08:00

Went to study with bestfriend.
She followed me to buy guidebooks and recommended good ones.
Yay thanks dah. :D
Went to Macs after that.
Did 2 ionic equations and flipped through the shou ce.
I'm gonna fail Chinese man. -.-
Half of the words look foreign to me! :/
I am SO not studying material la.
Got bored of studying, so we went shopping. :D
I bought 1 top today! :D

Pictures. Most from ytd. (:

Baohui.

This was a random shot. I have skill in photography dont I. :D

Deon.

Jonathan.

Paulvin.

Shuying.

Studying.

Paulvin and Shuying.

Deon.

I bought this top today. :D

It was a demoralizing day :O

2007-08-19T13:30:00.000+08:00

Wtf my post wasnt saved!
Now I gotta retype everything.
..... Bloody hell Blogger.
Ytd didnt blog cos I was out the whole day.
Slept for 10.5h last night.

I finished Harry Potter today. :D
It rocks hardcore.
I teared when I reached the end. :(

Sat. 18082007.
Baohui I want the pics!
We must take pics of our o.O & -.- faces alright?

Back to GB meeting, I miss NDP. :(
NCO i/c-ing was screwed up. :(
Made a million mistakes here and there.
Sorry girls, I kept giving the wrong order of commands. :(
Reporting was scarier than commanding.
Marching back after reporting was difficult cos I cant co-ordinate my hand and legs when marching with 1 arm only =.=
Ms Gan made me less scared when she said that "It's her first time doing roll call"
Devotion was soso..... :/ As in our P&W parts.
The talk wasnt too bad. :D
Aunty Mary's nice when she's not boring. :D
She said the way we blow whistles are v cute. =.=
The girls knelt to me during uniform inspection. :D
(Gotta kneel to check our skirt lengths, and I was standing in front of them.)
Awards Presentation wasnt too fruitful.
Didnt get much 'cept my Service Award and World badge.
So I didnt bother pinning my badges. It's just 1 extra badge. :/
Badgework was really boring luh. -.-
After that we learnt line dancing for couples.
Isabel's my dance partner ytd. (:
Line dancing w 34th is really fun. :D
We just screw up everything and start rofl-ing.
I realise Ms Gan's really sophisticated when she's not screaming her head off at us. :/
Her line dancing is WHOA.

Being the NCO i/c is fun in a way too.
Timekeeping & blowing whistles that is. :D
The sense of duapai-ness when people report to me also! :D

A joke gone too far.
We're so sorry. :(

Ytd was one of those days w many quotable quotes from what people told me.
But I cant rmb them. :/
Not much anyways.

Rush Hour 3 w Baohui Sherwin Mandy was therapeutic though. :D
It's super funny. :D
& I laughed my way through. I dont even know how much I understood.
Ate at Yoshinoya.
Went to Macs (again) w Baohui to meet Ms Chua, Shuying, Deon, Paulvin, Jonathan, Hemant for Emaths lessons.
Shuying left earliest.
Mark came and left in the middle.
Studying was loads of fun but v unproductive.
Only completed 3 questions in nearly 3 hours.
Baohui and me left at around 2230.
Ms Chua saw my inbox & handphone pics! :O
Pictures were taken and I'll upload them soon. :D

Hemant's chinese name!
Han yu pin yin: Hei Men Ku Ma.
Translation of it's written form: Black Door Crying Horse. LOL.
Omg that was freaking funny.
I laughed until I nearly cried lah.
Paulvin said I nearly fell off the chair. LOL.
Walao it's damn funny lor.

Kinda regretted not watching the fireworks last night. :(
Heard that they were spectacular.
Some NDP girls went cos we have tickets.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY DAY YAY. :D

2007-08-17T15:50:00.000+08:00

hhEll0s .! :D

Today was a HAPPY day! Explains the totally gay greeting. No link but whatever luh. :D

First ups I wanna kill Jia Jun. PFFT. Like what did you think I could do?!?!?! Rawr. Was screaming at him back in class. :D & I wished what he said was factual. But oh well. Gah. :(

Physics practical was alright, YAY! Well I hope I didnt screw up..... much. :D We were allowed to continue during recess. Everyone was cheating. -.- All ask for answers then go change. TSK. :D I dont think I did much of that. If any at all luh. REALLY. (:

PE WAS FUN. Finally a REAL game maaan! Didnt play in small groups, played as (almost) the whole 3G. :D The ball was flying super fast thanks to the guys. Real mean game. Dont XIAO KAN WO okay. I TOUCHED THE BALL A FEW TIMES. Yes I did. (: We won the other team 21:12, wahaha finally. -.-

&&& Deon wearing his sister's PE tshirt to look sexy (unintentionally) was da bomb.

So finetuned my Physics practical during recess. I did sth really dumb. I nearly walked out of the lab with my testpaper. -.- Went downstairs to photocopy the stupid zuo ye (again cos I forgot to bring it) and... :D!

Chem was a free period. :D No teacher came in and we were going high on our own. I was getting drunk with my own high-ness and apparently smiling to myself. -.- Then joined in the movie-'date'-conversation. Whee I had fun yes I did. :D

My bag is damn fat and heavy today. Because of Mr. HARRY POTTER. :D But it was worth it. Someone to take bus home w me and entertain me during Chinese lessons. :D (Yeah luh I havent finished reading yet. No time luh! Digression: The Battle of/at [I forgot luh -.-] Hogwarts rocks. Hardcore. :D)

I got 5/15 for Amaths. I know it's still a fail but HELLO, my average is like 1-3 marks per test can (Which I suspect are sympathy marks only) So yes I am HAPPY. :D

Chapel. HMMM. Nvm. Aunty Wendy cried. :/

NCO i/c tmr please I hope I dont screw up. I (hope) I can remember the format for roll call and reporting. Practiced commands during Chinese LOL. :D Reporting & saluting ~~during~~ after chapel. I still need to work on my saluting. HMMM.

You'll realise that almost every paragraph has at least one ':D' hur. Yes today is a nice day, BEAMS. :D

I want roses. :D (Everyone/someone/anyone is supposed to get the hint alright) LOL. Piang damn bhb who asks for roses. Kay maybe me. :D But anyway I'm just kidding. Teehee. Was watching some TV serial rerun and the girl asked for roses so I got my inspiration from there.

A little unexpected (:

2007-08-16T17:35:00.000+08:00

It's like I live a thousand lifetimes
Still looking for the one that feels right
See, moving on just isn't working
You lit the fire that I burn in

I realise I'm really hopeless in alot of things really. Like screwing up my Physics test horrendously and being freaking slow in Maths. This Physics fail was really bad la. Cried over my results this time since quite long ago. But I brushed it off later, saying "Used to failing alr". So yeah I'm alright alr. :D As for maths, even simple things like drawing models didnt come to me. -.- Gosh. But realising that the primary-school-method works was really funny actually. See, dont need all the sophisticatedly chim maths formulas also can one. :D

Today I'm Moses. xD Yeaaa I forgot to bring my nametag again. GAH.

History was YAY. We dont need to do any punishment. xD But I still have my 1 page for failing the test to copy. :( Ohwell. She made me in charge of the questions. RAWR. They'll all become giam cai by next week. -.-

Lit. Test. Even though it was difficult it wasnt TOO difficult either. I'm not making any sense am I o.o Anyway I have 4 tests on Monday. Marvellous. -.-

We had this skit thing. I love the group discussion. We were going crazy with stupid ideas. Wooooo, I like. :D Damn funny la. Hahaha. But when we acted it out it wasnt funny. RAWR. Thanks to those guys contradicting us like free.

Chem experiments for gas were quite alright. Fun to a certain extent. :D Julianne and me helped each other out though it was individual work. Yay lab partner! Completed our experiments successfully w a little help. :D Lighted splinters are fun to experiment with. Spilt hydrochloric acid on my hand accidentally. It's not corroded. Lol. Ammonia gas is really choky. My lungs felt like they were filled with Ammonia gas for damn long after that. Gross. :(

My stomach has been hurting since Emaths ASP. BAH. :( Went to drink Bubbletea w Shuwen after that, then bussed home.

I need to finish like 4 chapters of freaking zuoye. Plus ke ben & xi zi. Plus a million other things. Goodbye. :D

I guess I'm holding on to my faith
A solid hope I'm heading your way
And crawling over is so tempting
We could be more than just amazing

When 10.5 hours of sleep just isnt enough to keep me energetic

2007-08-15T20:20:00.000+08:00

Basiaaa. I'm in the background doing my Devotion logbook, and that's Baohui. Vanessa was like "Your skirt can fight with Emma's for being shortest alr" :X YES I HEARD THAT OKAAAY.

HIGH SOCKS ARE COOL OKAY! Mine's the newer pair, Basia's are the gonna-tear-anytime loose pair :D Hahaha!
Shoes: Shuwen's, Szeern's, MINE, Basia's, Mandy's. The black shoes are all the same! :D

Sorry for not updating ytd! V unlike me :/ I slept for 10.5 hours last night. LOL. Slept at 8pm :D So I didnt have time to blog. I was too busy sleeping :D Valid reason much?

Ytd's random thought:
What do you do when you start drifting apart from the people you really love? (Not just guys -.-)
It happened too many times before alr. I'm apprehensive now :(

Today's random thought:
How amazing relationships can be. Not just guys. But friendships too. From hating someone for certain stupid issues to becoming friends, or even bestfriends.
You know who you are, those who understand why I say this :D Those who dont, then it's nth, really.

Alrights, so getting on w my posttt.

Tuesday. 14072007.
I believe I made Aliff's day ytd! Yay. It's been long since I made anyone's day I s'pose -.-

(I cant believe I dont rmb anything that happened ytd :/ I know it's normal but NOT AT ALL?! Is my stm that bad. HMMM)

Only thing I can rmb, Sex Ed talk is lame. They teach almost the same thing every year. Piang eh can sleep sia.

I'm supposed to say Brandon Chai is a nice guy. Note: SUPPOSED TO. I changed my mind though. I shall stick to my promise though. So... Brandon's nice.......... at times. He say I ugly leh. I also know but STILL :(

Devotion prac wasnt v successful. Other groups wanted to use the CCR too. Plus we didnt have many people there. Only 3 of us actually -.- I was PMSing so I'm sorry to those I screamed at, I was really pissed by someone. But I feel that the only time I can be decisive is during Devotion, like when choosing songs and yadayada. So yeah that was okay :D Practiced roll call. All I can say is, I'm so dead :( Rawr. I cant even salute properly :@

Marching same hand & same leg is our new hobby, LOL. Quite a laugh. I cant do it though.

It rained so we sat in the canteen and talked. Fun! Aliff's bag is damn heavy. Brandon pushed me and I couldnt stand up. Just sat there laughing till I nearly teared. Gosh how embarrassing.

Laughed alot ytd. Conclusion: I had fun :D Well most of the time I think.

I'm sorry Szeern. I know how you feel.

Wednesday. 15072007.
Your secret is safe w me, dont worry :D

I panicked for Chem SPA cos I dunno anything la :( I didnt exactly screw up though, I hope?! pH tests were kinda fun. I like chemicals changing colour. Hee. It was so stupid that Julianne and me had different conclusions when we were doing it tgt as a pair.

Mdm Low still owes Fahmi & me a treat for being emcees. I forgot that's one of the reasons why I took up this responsibility :D Yay a treat! Omg I am sucha cheapo.

Got a telling off by Yuan for not handing in our stupid zuoyes :( Since the start of the semester LOL. So she said she wants to meet 8 of us. So many people were looking at us :( Outside,
(I'll translate it. Lazy type han yu pin yin lah -.-)
Yuan: Do the 8 of you know what you all have in common? (Model ans: We didnt hand in our zuoye)
Junchong: We're all from 1A & 2D.
Wahlau I tell you cannot stop laughing man. It's one of those few times we supposed to tio scolding and we just laugh our whole way through, which just rocks :D & yes it's true. All 8 of us were from 1A -.- Damn cool right. So united LOL. Then she started complimenting us? o.o Being her first express class (1A) and yadayada I cant rmb. After that she talked to me solo and compliment more! Say I have the ability to do many thing & whatever. Pui -.- But anyway she made my day, partially.

We played Bingo during History. I couldnt answer her question. Dammit :( :( :( I knew the event she's asking but I dunno the consequences and yadayada. PIANG. Our group so rocks lah. We own everyone :D They all got positive marks, we got negative. LOL. Ultimate man, best -.-

Stayed back after school to collect Devotion transparencies. Got super pissed off by the spoilt files and transparencies filed under many different names. Talking in the GB room was crazy fun (: Reminisced about our lower sec past years :D I told Shuwen how much I used to dislike her, and she felt the same way too. LOL. But due to some unknown reason that we cant rmb we're like best friends now. Ah, how weird. But however weird it is I'm not gonna care, I'm just gonna be thankful I got to know her better :D

Stayed in the canteen doing nothing again. Hahaha. Had the slightest of QBT :D We'll have a longer session soon, Butt. I hope today made up for ytd's incident even if slightly :(

Spectacles & unkempt hair

2007-08-13T17:30:00.000+08:00

I read Basia's blog and I just rmbed,
I was on TV on NDP that day! :D
Well not during the parade (Dammit)
Nor was I interviewed luh.
But the SembCorp Marine guy was interviewed,
And we were behind them! :D
Gosh I am such a limelight stealer.
Then again I doubt many people noticed.
Basia Baohui Vanessa me were on the newwwwws x)
Wahahaaa. I miss NDP to a certain extent! ):

So today was a v bad start.
I woke up freaking late :/
I wanted to pon school but mum refused.
WALAO. I got bloody pissed la.
So anyway I was really tired the whole day luh ):
To the extent I-dont-care-if-my-hair-is-messy :/
Yes I know my hair made me look like a complete aunty ):
And to the extent that I didnt wear contacts for the 4th day in a row either.
Hope my optician doesnt find out luh (Well she wont)
And and and to the extent I went to school without packing my bag and doing 0% of homework due.
(Actually all my books are under the table. And I never do my homework hahaha)

I told myself I'll PMS the whole day (V TIRED LUH)
But Aliff made me laugh.
Over stupid stuff like I-dont-remember-what-already.
So yay for him huh.
Apparently Minyi said I went to Lit class looking v fierce LOL.
Sorry luh people v tired ):
Ah and Lit class was joy again (:
I hearts Lit!
Chem test results were really... LOL.
Goodness gracious me.
Gotta jiayou alr ):
I'm doing sth this time!
I'm asking around for tuition :D
YAY ME, hahaha.

Rest of school was yadayada.
Chionged my undone hw luh.
Ohohoh I think the guys in my class are cool :D
I always say "Walao you're my idol man" to them.
HAHAHA. Talk back to teachers like free, until damn funny.
Okay luh some guys only.
Hmmmmm. STILLLLL.
Oh nvm nth forget it.

After school stayed back for God-knows-what.
But it was fun anyhoos.
Went to Macs to eaaaat.
Then went back to school to copy NCO i/c stuff and thought of waiting for Ern at the noticeboard.
Then went home after that and I WANT TO SLEEP BYEBYE.

I can kiss my promotion goodbye alr :(

2007-08-12T18:25:00.000+08:00

NO ONE MISSED ME AH?! No tags, no smses, no emails (Okay I havent checked that) at all. Boo :(

Watched the NDP parade encore. Cried :( :( :(
& I was so busy crying I forgot to look out for people. RAWR.
But I could see that my umbrella (Presidential Salute) opened in time. Good job Emma (:

I'm quite amazed that I'm here blogging.
Was expecting myself to be asleep lah.
I was gonna sleep for over 10 hours.
But I decided to watch the parade encore (:
Anyway, we slept for a freaking 4 hours each day -.-
2.30am - 6.30am. Well more or less there.
Goodness gracious me.
We're all like walking zombies starting from 11pm.
SIAN-ED.

-

Friday.
Well Ms Lee's dad's funeral was really sad.
Had to be the GOH.
Saluted as the coffin passed.
Tears welled up in the girls' eyes.
So many of us cried.
We never even knew him before this :/
Ohwells..... :(
Some cried from the beginning, before service started.
But the crematorium was when everyone teared :/
Bus rides got quieter & quieter.

I forgot to bring my coy skirt.
Along w 7 other NCOs.
Ms Gan wanted us to go half-naked.
Basia's sister brought 2 for us during lunch.
Thank you Audrey :D

Went to the campsite w tWiiNiiEx and Ms Gan first.
Did the registra.
We knew our groups first (:
We also chose our dorms first, during inspection.
We're all named after Condiments.
My group's name is SALT (:
My group members are SHUWEN, MANDY, TRICIA, JUDITH, LIANE.
A group I believed w strong leadership qualities.
Too strong that we cant work tgt.
Afterall, you need leaders and followers, not all 6 leaders.
But we got on pretty well tho (:

Camp was really slack actually.

Dinner was really filling lah.
But for once, we didnt have to finish everything there (:
Recre was fun.
Good job people! (:
Devotion was impromtu.
We weren't informed that it was our duty that night.
But we did pretty well I think (:
Yay to my Devotion Comm.
We learnt how to line dance, which simply spelt DISASTROUS -.-

Learnt how to tie chinese knot crosses.
I was so pek chek,
Cos my knots were just screwed up.
I cried cos of that :(
Thank heavens for Shuwen, hearts! :D

Saturday.
5bx was yay. I think we won, I cant rmb.
QT & breakfast were the norm.
GB meeting was pretty fun :D
Devotion (P&W) wasnt screwed.
But the sharing was really boring luh.
We were all about to doze off -.-
Drill was slack.
Only 15 mins :D
Badgework was da bomb yo.
We learnt our line dance.
Very fun, very crazy, very chaotic, very disastrous, very us.
I dont remember any steps. Not AT ALL.
We had a lecture during announcements time.
Well nth MUCH was targetted against me. Phew.

SPECIAL NIGHT PREPARATION (:
Tiring but fun!
We had to decorate the hall for our parents,
And cook them a meal (:
Salt's in charge of the fried rice.
We cooked too little, and it was gone really quickly.
But I'm sure it's also because it tasted GOOOOOD okay! (:
Plus, the less leftovers the better aint it (:
Bathing was hilarious (:
Bathed w Shuwen and Mandy.
We were screaming and talking the whole time.
I finally got my long-awaited bath during camp! :D

Special night was sweeeeeet luh (:
I was really happy to see my mummy and daddy :D
First we had devotion, which was led by Devotion Committee again.
Another impromtu job :/ We did it well tho!
Parents insisted I serve them their dinner.
Rawr, I was kept on my feet the whole time.
Food wasnt bad! :D I feel accomplished.
Our line dance presentation was so embarrassing.
Everyone forgot their steps and we practically changed the routine into a comedy.
Damn malu lah! :/
Presentation of gifts (:
Daddies got the crosses that WE made,
Mummies got tulips.
Then it was our own special night.
Which wasnt much of a party actually.
Just a sharing session of our old shirts & sentimental item.
We celebrated the May - Sept birthdays (:
YAY! MINE.

Sunday.
5bx was cancelled :D:D:D
We had a fire drill.
It was kind of a relief, because it was over :D
We had been preparing for it since Friday.
34th so rocks.
We had ZERO CASUALTIES today! (:
I'm v proud of us. Teehee.
Breakfast was kinda screwed up :X
But oh well it's over.
Then we had area cleaning, debrief, phototaking.
Lectures again & again.
I'm v scared for Annual Camp now.
Ms Gan said it'll be like PBB. OMG :(
I had to do Registra.
Brought the guy around the house while he did inspection.
I checked-out w0rhxzxz .
Eh people's first time luh.
Let me be swa ku =.=
& FINALLY, HOME (:

-

The NDP girls were the Key Personnel for this camp.
"Board meetings" were such joys.
Best part is, there were no late-night-debriefs (:
Well I can kiss my promotion goodbye alr.
RAWR dammit RAWR.
Like I flopped up so many times and everything luh.
DIE. DIE. DIE.
& I CANNOT be Registra only during Annual Camp!!!!!
I mean of cos slack is GOOOOOD.
But it's so slack I feel lost,
Plus it's not entirely good.
Looks like I'm zuo-bo-ing the whole time.
Well. Kinda :/ :/ :/

During this camp we did a total of 50 pushups only. YAY!

-

SHUWEN. Thanks for always being there. I was so happy to get you in my group :D & I STILL AM. It's been great! You made camp more fun. Bathing tgt was so much, uh, fun. LOL. Screaming in the toilet and talking while bathing was crazy. Our fear of THE UNKNOWN was hilarious. Freaking ourselves out the whole time esp during first night. We're twins on the second day huh! Wearing our puny yellow primary school shirts and blue FBTs (: Thanks for encouraging me during fire drill, telling me to relax and everything. I LOVE YOU (:
MANDY. You're a awesome group leader. You're always positive and encouraging. Just like the recipe for JOY, you always put others before yourself. Thanks for everything you've done for Salt and for me, love you!
TRICIA. Thanks for offering to lend me your Annual Camp shirt (: You're a great person to work with. Excellent leadership qualities. Love!
JUDITH. We didnt exactly talk much cos you cant really talk? :/ Due to the cold you were having. GET WELL SOON (: Love.
LIANE. Your cooking was good luh. All of us couldnt fry the rice but you did it pretty well (: It was hilarious w all the last min additions to the rice. AHEM (: Love.

-

Some NDP photos (:

Abigail.

Basia.

Basia & Karyin & me.

Karyin.

Pamela.

Basia, Emma, MR-BEAN-SIR, E H Tan, H K Yeo, W H Lye, Baohui, Vanessa, Pamela, Karyin, Jinghan.

Sirs and us.

HIATUS. For 3 days.

2007-08-09T23:35:00.000+08:00

(I know it might be a tad too early but I dunno if I have the time to blog tmr)

GB leadership camp. God. I hate training camps la. This year's camp sounds fun. We're gonna learn shu nu stuff this time. So hopefully it wont be TOO tough. But then again GB always makes things sound fun until you experience it for yourself -.- Dammit. I'm definately not looking forward to fire drills. FYI, to those who dunno how shitty fire drills are, we have to change to our full uniforms and fall in to a contingent within 5 mins -.- -.- -.- The changing is okay it's the stress and panic we have to juggle which is really scary. Ugh.

Before we go for camp we're going to be GOH for Ms Lee's dad's funeral. It's so sad :( It'll be cool and fun if it wasnt for a funeral la. Like maybe a wedding would be good. Ohwells..... :( I guess the BB boys got it worse when they had to be GOH for their own senior's funeral though.

I havent packed. Omg. Alright I'll go pack now. Blog on Sunday. BYE!! MISS ME ALRIGHT.

Never thought it would feel like this

2007-08-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

I BELIEVE THE PARADE WAS A ROCKING SUCCESS!

It's been hell of a rollercoaster ride, but I loved (almost) every moment of it.
(Well maybe not ALMOST every moment even. There were alot of sad memories too :C)
Spending 11 hours on Saturdays on NDP practices,
Uniform inspections which take hours,
Crazy bus rides,
Internal practices in SHSS where Hildans were watching,
Nee Soon Camp where we had milo trucks and officers watching us,
Where we had 15 mins of hentak kaki (I'LL NEVER FORGET THAT LA. Nearly died man -.-)
BBQ-ing ourselves at Marina and trying not to step on water puddles,
Eating disgusting SFI food and having treats like KFC and Pizza Hut (Well those sucked too actually) and icecream,
Taking millions of contingent pictures (Which we havent received yet?!?!)
Getting scoldings from the officers,
Hugs & GB handshakes,
Comforting and encouraging one another,
The NDP cheer,
.................... EVERYTHING.

The friendships made.
I'll never forget you girls.
You all made my journey really fun.
I promise you I won't forget the times we shared and the tears we cried.
Keep in touch! (:

You made me believe
That I can do almost anything
Stood right by me
Through the tears through everything

Our parade wasnt just the 45 (?) mins you all caught on TV.
It also included all the hard work we put in.
And not just the practices,
But marching there, waiting in the tunnels, running out, and marching back.
It's just so different on TV luh.

Since it's our last parade, I'll put all the hate behind me.
Besides, the officers were (kinda) nice today,
And I decided not to care about some certain people.
Changed place today.
I stood in the perimeter,
In the right markers' row.
I was standing at the fourth place.
Behind Basia in front of Shin Yi (?)

We had KFC for lunch and SFI food for dinner.
I ate only one mouth of everything for dinner, seriously it sucks.
Last parade and they cant give us edible food luh -.- -.- -.-

First run I was standing in front of Baohui, at the second row.
Truncated run was pretty alright.
At that time I was standing at my place alr.
We played hand games, during which I got bitten by an ant.
(It's swollen now and effing pain okay)
Marching to and fro were alright la.
I know how to listen to the bass drum beat alr (:
(Well, since like quite long ago actually :/)

Cried a million times today.
Before we marched out of Suntec City,
Before we started marching to Marina Bay,
Nearly cried while we were marching there,
When they sang Stand Up For Singapore (Our last time hearing it there alr)
When we marched onto the floating platform,
When we fell out and ran out,
Before we marched back to Suntec City,
When we banged our last hentak there,
(Walao that one I cried for like what 15 mins?! -.-)
When we were walking back to our holding area,
When we sang our vesper,
When I watched the video at home (I cried twice)
I think that's all lah.
I was so happy and sad at the same time :/

Good gracious me.
Our belok was kinda disgusting.
It was really out of dressing la -.- -.- -.-
Oh nvm other than that it was pretty good luh :D

Well I wish I could say more.
But I dont have the luxury of time.
I'm sorry for the really long compo posts posted today.
There's just so much on my mind.
So much I wanna say.

Goodbye....................

(Omg my contact lenses are popping out :( Btw they didnt drop out today 'cept for once only :D IMPROVEMENT)

Happy birthday Singapore (:

2007-08-09T08:30:00.000+08:00

The parade's our stage tonight.
20 rigorous practices boil down to this.
Let's give it our best shot today.
The big day's finally here.
It's everything we practiced for.

Through all the bitching and green-eyed monster attacks against 34th, I guess I'll still miss NDP.
From a group of people who never knew each other, who couldnt bang one solid bang together, we progressed to what we can present to the spectators now.
Getting the information of ridiculous new formations, the umbrella drills and waving to the President during inspection.
Practices in SHSS, Nee Soon Camp, Marina Bay's floating platform.
Eating disgusting packed lunch & dinner.
Standing under the hot sun BBQ-ing ourselves, running on the wetwetwet platform after it rains, even PRACTICING UNDER THE RAIN.
Trying our veryveryvery best to stay alert, away from being in the NDP casualty list.
Chewing 5 - 6 sweets at one go before the parade to keep ourself awake during the parade (Sugar rushes = energy)
The phototaking sessions which we never knew whether to look serious or to smile for.
Singing STAND UP FOR SINGAPORE and MARIKITA at the top of our lungs.

It's an experience I'll never forget for the rest of my life.

We might seem insignificant in the parade.
Not the President and Ministers,
Not the Exo, not the RSM, not the Parade Commander,
Not the Colour Party who holds the flags,
Not the GOH in their freaking HAWWWWT number 1 uniforms,
Not even row A and B who form the words NDP 07.
We're just the supporting contingent, just row C.
Just secondary school students from various uniformed groups.
But without us there wont be a SINGAPORE formation there.
Besides, what's a parade without supporting contingents?

Tears might be shed after our final parade.
Tears of joy, tears of sadness.
I'll be happy that it's all over and I believe it'll be a job well done after all our training under crazy conditions.
However I'll also be sad as it might be our last time standing on that floating platform.
Lets show the audience how much we've put in to make this a parade to remember always.

We set off for the parade marching energetically and smartly.
We do our best at the parade.
After the parade, everyone will start cheering.
Body aching all over, but we finish our march back to Suntec.
The part I always feel really relieved,
Is when we bang our last hentak (Phrased really weirdly -.-)
And every contingent cheers together,
As the entire Row C.
That was just the CRs.
Now it's the actual, I believe the joy we feel will be so much more.

Lets seize the moments and enjoy our last parade together.
Lets make this parade ours :D
On this night, we'll be making history.
We'll be in the first P&C on water.
Celebrate Singapore, lets celebrate Singapore :D

Whoaaaa, NDP 07, we make the difference, all the way! :D

Says it all

2007-08-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

"So many events concluded, so many opportunities past and... before I know it, the actual day would have whizzed by in the blink of an eye.

Coming all this way, from the very first NDP rehearsal, with so few attendance at a relatively ulu location, to the current, where the number of people gathering is so great it adds so much colour and life to Marina Bay. You have to be there to experience it.

The feeling is superb, all the hard work paying off, with so many people from so many different aspects of life coming together to celebrate something worth celebrating; I'm sure it will all add up to something astronomical..."
Excerpt from Brandon Lye's blog.
(He's our contingent marshall, haha)

Photographs

2007-08-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

It's been long since I posted pics. Well it seems long haha. But actually not. Well here's some pics I havent posted yet.

GBHQ. 070707.

Before NDP prac, before I got my rank.

Racial Harmony Day. 270707.

(Skirt looks damn weird here I think I was pulling it up)

Baohui's birthday party. 030807.

The group photos.

Awhile later all that whipped cream was on Baohui's face.

We mastered jump shots on that day.

Serve the queen.

This is so humiliating lol.

Sarun is so much taller than me ._.

My eyes look really small dont they.
(This is the only pic here that can be clicked :/)

TM/CS. 060807.

77th Street.

Ern thought I was her.

Montip.

Macs. 070807.

I never realised my fingers were so bony :/

Szeern's fat fingers. Hahaha no luh :D

Prez.

Ern's artistic shots.

Hmmmm aspiring model you say?

Woots spastik w0rhxzxz -.-

Sleepover. 070807.

Basia!

Basia's new slippers. They're huge la! Viki's & my feet. Hahaha. Omg look at the uneven tans maaan -.-

Bugis. 080807.

I cannot act serious for pictures la. I started laughing 2 secs before the pic was taken. Which is why you dont see me.

Ern.

:X

Alrights lazy to post more. Byebye xD

8th and last?

2007-08-08T18:50:00.000+08:00

So it's 8th time emceeing. I hope it's my last. Cant stand the nerves la... :/ Omg. Besides, Bundit did it 8 times from Sec 2 to Sec 4. I did it 8x in the span of 1 year -.- -.- -.- Enough. Thanks those who encouraged me and those who said it was good! :D LOVES. You all made my day <3

I saw Ms Tan in the PA room and I freaking PANICKED. Omg I'm (still) that scared of her. I lost my line and malu-ed myself like.......... really stupidly.

Did I ever mention how much I hate wearing jeans? Or basically almost anything below my knee. Ugh. But all the people going on stage today didnt wear school bottoms. FROWNS. I know I was carrying the world's ugliest bag ever. Okay maybe not ugliest but still, ugly. Rawr. My NDP shirt was freaking small pls. It's small size, and it shrunk in the wash can -.- -.- -.- WTH. Anyway, I was late today. Hahaha. The whole backstage crew was waiting for me. OOPS xD

Almost lost my voice in the morning :/ Walaoooooz. & Raj was making me laugh like siao backstage. We kept checking if our mics were off :X Because at one point we forgot, LOL :X I got kinda sick of the whole thing. It was super draggy lah. Videos after videos. Honestly, I personally find the programme lame too -.- -.- -.-

Okay then council meeting which lasted forever. Then changed out (FINALLY!) and went to look for the girls at macs. We went our separate ways. Minyi & me went to Bugis. Walked around and shopped a little bit. Really. Spent like most of my money on food -.- I love Monokuro, and Precious Memories couple figurines. They're cute okay :D Ern & Mandy came afterwards and we walked more. Was really tired :/ Ern totally embarrassed herself by SNORTING LOUDLY IN THE TRAIN :D

Gotta prepare my GB uniform for tmr! NDP! :D:D:D Oh my goodness it's here. Would I say already or finally, hmmm. A little of both la.

Sleeeeepover! :D

2007-08-07T19:50:00.000+08:00

Tuesdays are sleepy days luh ): It sucks hardcore. Double periods the whole day! Ew ):

My name is Hing Zeng Li Basia today :D I forgot to bring my nametag luh! ): Had to use the sticker. But I wanted to save it nicely :D LOL. Eh I think it's cool -.- Okay so I borrowed Basia's nametag, yay :D So many people wanted to call me Basia today can. Wahaha.

History test was open-book, yay :D But I didnt know what to write :/ Common topic, but I NEVER know what to write! ): Walao!
& I didnt kena the punishment. WAHAHA. Was um-chio-ing when she didnt read out my name at the bottom of the pile! xD

I cried during the SS video thing ): It's so sad.

Assembly was okaaaaay. Mr K said 3G has the most number of girls who dont pin up their fringe. Teehee. I'm so happy I dont need to sit w class during morning assembly xD Lord of the Flies was...... -.- Anti-climax. So like at some parts it was so pathetic it was funny. Sorry I'm mean ): But on the whole not bad luh. At least sth that didnt put me to sleep ~~straightaway~~ at all :D Maybe it's because of people screaming into the mic though. Cant stand it. I hope I dont scream into the mic.

Physics test, LOL. I slept more than I did la -.- Wth.

Rehearsal was boring. Well actually not really la. Behind-the-scenes stuff is pretty fun :D Yayyy! After that was macs w Butt & Carmen. Cam-whoreee.

Then it's home sweet home! :D

Basia and Viki are sleeping over tonight :D Basia, Viki, Shuwen stayed over 2x each. Haha.

[Edit 8th Aug]
Last night's sleepover was the one with the least craziness we had. But we still had our fun luh. Talked over CSI while Basia spoiled the whole story for us, which was a good thing as I got really freaked out o.o Ate pizza and drew on the pizza box. Then we talked in the dark and slept @ 1230 (: Snatched blankets the whole night. Hahaha. I love sleepovers.
[/Edit]

Um-chio x3 :D:D:D

2007-08-06T21:30:00.000+08:00

Holla!

I was having a stomachache the whole day x( Walaoz. Can't even laugh if not v pain -.- RRR.
Lit test sucked :/ I didnt have the mood to write. Saw the question, started stoning -.- In the end only wrote about 1.5 pages. Walaoz. Most of it was nonsense -.-
Chem test sucked even more hardcore man. I didnt know how to do anything -.-
Screw Mdm Yuan. Purposely pick on me one. RRR.
I dont like canteen duty :(
I finally understood Amaths today. Well not UNDERSTAND :/ But followed the steps and I got it correct w0rhxzxz :D Just that I dunno why I'm doing those steps la -.-
CD was a free period :D No teacher came in and we were making alot of noise in class :D
After school went straight home. I am such a good girl, I know (:
But after that I went out again. SCHOOL!
Was supposed to go CSS Live but Basia didnt wanna go last min -.-
Ended up watching people doing drill there.
I miss marching. But I didnt do drill. Cos I will zhao geng like crazy LOL.
Walked around TM/CS w Basia and Viki.
Reached home at around 9pm.
Freaked myself out like crazy :( I kept turning behind every 1 min cos I was so afraid of seeing sth or a stalker :( Ya it's stupid I know. But I kept thinking that there's a shadow behind me :( & IT'S NOT MY OWN SHADOW -.- That's damn stupid. Lol.

Goodbye!

Our pinky promise

2007-08-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

(Cross my heart, hope to die, stick a finger in my eye)
LOVE YOU BUTTIE! Quality Butt Time VERYYY SOON! (:

So here's my promise made tonight, you can count on me for life.

My lazy Sunday

2007-08-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

I slacked the whole day. Now I'm planning to sleep at 12.25am and wake up at 5.25am -.- Bet a million bucks I wont do it. I've been trying this for like a month. Like force myself to study by threatening myself lack of sleep. I know, I'm so spastic. Well so far it seems that the results aint ideal. I still sleep for 7 hours a day :D

Today all I've done is
- Sleep.
- Eat.
- Read Harry Potter.
- Computer.
- TV.

Brilliant lifestyle much? Sigh. I wish I could slack all day and not feel guity when dusk comes though. Seems like I can only study @ night. Prolly the fact that school's in a few hours kicks in and gives me a wake-up call. Which isnt good because I want to sleep alot too -.- Walaoz. So much to do, so little time. Guess what, I'm gonna cut short my sleeping time again at this rate if this goes on. Sigh :(

I got a new phone (: K810i. Finishes charging at 5.25am tmr. Explains why I'm waking up at that time, partly.